Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Ahhhh...lantak la diorangyesterday, in the office it's the first time it kinda tense in every body faces. i dont what wrong, maybe because of the appraisal thingy. semua orang nak buat muke ketat je. i dont think just because of that. i'm so bored yesterday with that kind of situation so i list down a few things what's wrong in this company. i shouldn't say it here in case some people from this company read it. mampus aku.but really i dont understand what went wrong yesterday. eventhough most of time they would not be in the office which i kinda do this office like my bapak aku punye opis, but when they around we should have something to discuss or talk about. it's different. everybody kept quite.ahhh..lantak la diorang nak buat ape..
on the evening i did plan anything and i put myself available for any kind of activity. then somebody want to meet. guest she must be missing me. we met but i think not even for 5 minutes coz she got to go for more important thing. it's ok with me coz i can wait. my time will come.
lastnight i have to sleep downstair yet again coz my roomie got acompany. there goes only with my boxer (which i got it for my besday) and a towel. lucky i could get my bath earlier. there's time when i couldn't get my bath. i'm used to it but still it makes me a bit tekanan cause can't they wait until i get my atleast a shirt so i'm not sleeping half naked. pergh dah la nyamuk banyak. i think it almost every night now. dont they feel bored???ahh..lantak la diorang..minding my own business now.
i thought i can release a bit my tense by texting. but i don't know what went wrong, thing i dont want the most happen. maybe because of words little bit showing me that i'm a bit depress.yeah abit but not on you. try to be there when everytime i'm needed. but where everytime when i'm needing.i dont ask for more. just need to talk to. dah la selalu dok opis sorang2. lame2 aku jadi orang bisu.there's time when i to need some pampering. ahh..lantak la.
it less depressing when i have sleep downstair but what me so depress when i have to woke up in the morning cleaning up my study table. perghhh...cigerette butt everywhere and that one i cannot lantak la..somebody have to answer me....
posted by nizam best |
&faded to grey at 4:27 PM