Barang Baik

2010-06-30T15:22:00.000-07:00

Kawan

Kawan aka teman aka rakan aka sahabat aka sobat atau apa saja yang korang nak panggil. Setiap orang mesti ade kawan. Kalau tak ade kawan nak jadi ape kite kat dunia ni. Nak jadi katak? Ade macam2 kawan, kawan baik, kawan yang menjahanam atau kawan yang makan kawan.
Dulu orang tua aku selalu pesan, elok2 berkawan. jangan tersalah ikut kawan. ikut yang baik2.
aku kire beruntung punye ramai kawan. aku masih pegang prinsip berkawan dengan macam2 orang supaya dunia kite terbuka skit. takla asyik aku hadap ko, ko hadap aku. baru la terbukak peluang.
sesekali ade juga yang mengingatkan aku dengan kawan2 lama aku. Teringat macam mane aku boleh terjebak dengan benda2 yang elok dan tak elok. Tapi kite mudah terpengaruh dengan benda2 yang tak elok. adakah itu salah pengaruh rakan sebaya atau salah kita membuat perhitungan. Gagal berfikir. disebabkan kawan aku hilang kawan. terpisah langsung.
Disebabkan berkawan, kite ramai teman. Aku seorang yang jenis lambat untuk berkawan. mungkin sebab aku yang sikit pendiam. Belom kenal belom tau.memang mudah untuk mencari kawan untuk bersuka ria. kawan untuk bersusah memang susah.
Mungkin setiap orang ada rakan karib. rakan yang tak boleh dipisah. sanggup buat ape saja untuk kawan die. teringat aku satu kisah dimana seorang sahabat baik menderma kan buah pinggang nye. Dari kawan boleh menjadi lawan atau dari lawan kepada kawan. semua tak mustahil. Dulu asal jumpe je nak bertumbuk, asal jumpe bertumbuk. tapi sekarang, asal jumpe je berpeluk asal jumpe je berpeluk. dari kawan jugak boleh jadi kekasih. Ianya bemula dari kawan.Tak mustahil orang yang dulu kite suke lihat die menangis disakat, kite akan jatuh chenta padanye. Tapi lidah kelu. atau mungkin kawan lama yang dah lama kita tak jumpe dah sekali kita jumpe kita sudah tahu apa yang perlu berlaku.
Agak sukar untuk menjaga hati kawan. yelah..rambut same blonde, tapi hati kaca. mudah berkecai. dari hati yang berkecai itu bole jadi musuh. sesuatu yang sering aku tak mahu. tapi kite tidak dapat mengelak dari membenci. aku yang menyimpan. Bagaimana pula dengan kawan2 yang kite dah hilang jejak. Kekadang termenung aku teringat kawan2 aku semase aku kecil dulu. kemane mereka? bagaimana pulak dengan kawan2 yang, bukan kite tak suke, tapi cume menjengkelkan. Cume rimas akan kehadirannye.
Hargailah kawa2 kita semua. Kawan yang baik takkan hadir selalu....

Standard Operation Procedure (SOP)

2009-06-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

yeahh..aku kembali..setelah sekian lama meninggal alam blogger ini..
Keadaan tidak mengizinkan..ingin saja aku biar kan blog ini bersawang..

Sudah lebih Setahun aku disini, tempat yang dinamakan SKP.Syarikat pembuat cat kereta.
Tetapi jangan kau harap nak cat free dari aku, sedang aku sendiri tak dapat staff diskaun.
nak cat kereta, cat sendiri. Disini ada macam2 SOP (standard opretion procedure). Tapi aku takkan
cerita tentang process nak buat cat.aku nak berkongsi beberapa SOP yang aku rasa
agak kelakar.

SOP menghisap Rokok

1. Oleh kerana tempat kerja aku mudah meletup hanya ade 2 tempat sahaje yang dibenarkan hisap
rokok. dalam jamban pun tak boleh. jika ditangkap tindakan akan dikenakan.
2. Nyalaan rokok mestilah menghadap ke notis board untuk mengahalang angin.
3. Duduk dengan bukaan kelakang 45 darjah.
4. Letak kan siku kanan anda diatas lutut kanan. Dan hisaplah rokok anda serasa macho diri anda
(buatlah muka ketat kalau anda baru kena hentam dengan Bos)
5. Setelah habis rokok dihisap sehingga ke filter, celupkan puntung rokok kedalam tempat air
yang disediakan.

SOP turun makan dikantin

1. Tanggalkan kasut anda diluar kotak yang disediakan.
2. Tonggeng dan angkat kasut anda kemudian letak dirak kasut yang disediakan.
(kepada ah moi2 sales yang berpakaian seksi, jangan tonggeng lebih2, dikhuatiri akan memperlihatkan thong anda)
3. Kemudian baca sign "Letak kan kasut anda dirak yang disediakan, sesiapa yang gagal berbuat demikian
kasut mereka akan disita oleh jabatan HR) yosh..yosh..yosh..

aku sekadar menggambarkan ape yang tergambar disekeliling aku.
Aku rasakan hidup aku seperti robot. Penuh dengan SOP. sampai nak hisap rokok pon ada SOP.
Bila siren berbunyi, berpusu-pusu orang keluar. tak ubah macam haiwan ternakan. Sampai bila ini macam Jon..

P/s; motto untuk bulan JUN : NO DUST...yosh..yosh..yosh

2008-05-06T21:00:00.000-07:00

setelah sekian lame, aku rase blog aku ni naik bersawang dah. dengan kesibukan kerja dan akses internet yang agak terbatas di opis baru aku ni, aku agak kurang berpeluang untuk mengupdet blog ini. tempat kerja baru aku agak stress tetapi aku gembire disini sebab aku dapat mengutara idea aku. tidak seperti sebelum ini kepale hotak aku gak tepu sebab aku rase aku dalam keadaan statik yang agak terlalu lame dan sebarang idea2 yang aku cube keluarkan agak diambil ringan.
tatkala ini aku masih diopis cube untuk kerja lebih mase kerana mase untuk aku semakin suntuk dan aku punyai target baru. tempat kerja aku yang baru ni agak ok la..what else you want, aku hanye mendengar cerite2 rakan2 sekerja aku yang yang lebih senior tentang faedah bonus yang mereka terima setiap tahun. kekadang meraka rase seperti tak masuk akal dengan ape yang mereka terima. tapi berbaloi. agak menggiur kan jugak la. tak sabar rase nye nak tahun depan..hahahaha. tetapi ade segelintir yang agak kurang senang dengan aku. tak tahu lah aku. mungkin hanye perasaan aku saje. tapi aku rase diorang ok. dah masuk bulan kedua aku kat sini. aku semakin serasi dengan keadaan persekitaran kerja aku. mula serasi dengan rakan2 sekerja tetapi ade kala nye agak tekanan jugak. kemampuan aku akan teruji pada hujung bulan ni. half year stock count. aku agak risau dengan keadaan stok yang sememangnye dah haywire dari awal lagi. nak wat mcm mane, aku baru take over mende ni. tapi dalam kepale hotak aku ni dah tau ape yang akan aku buat..mcgyver..
ade perkhabaran baru. aku tumpang gembira bercampur dengan perasaan yang aku sendiri pun tak tahu nak aku gambar kan. masih belum lepas dari memori aku. mase berlalu.
tahniah kerajaan malaysia sebab menaik harge minyak sekali lagi. bersedialah untuk menerima kenaikan harge barangan lain. minyak naik semua naik for sure. aku termenung semalam sambil menuggu turn untuk mengisi minyak. macam mane cara aku nak cut cost lain untuk mengimbangi kenaikan harge minyak ni. dengan gaji yang seciput ni. pusing jangan tak pusing. ape yang patut aku kurang kan? mungkin aku perlu mengurang kan 2 batang rokok sehari. alah...sekejap je rase mcm ni, lame2 kang lali dah.nak tak nak kene tadah jugak la..isu beras pon tak setel lagi dah timbul isu lain. new chapter begin...terimalah seadanye..

update

2008-04-02T12:00:00.000-07:00

Sudah sekian lame blog ni terabai. Tetiba penulis hari ni tergerak hati nak menaip sesuatu. Asbab musabab penulis agak mengabaikan blog ni kerana penulis amat la pemalas nak update blog sendiri. penulis tidak akan memberi alasan yang beliau tersangat la sibuk seperti sesetengah orang. macam orang lain tak sibuk. penulis lebih gemar membace blog orang lain. sebenarnye penulis cube beberapa kali untuk menaip beberape artikel tentang isu2 semase ataupun cerita2 tentang diri sendiri. tetapi kebuntuan idea untuk mengolah ayat2 berkenaan menyebabkan penulis membatalkan hasrat itu.
sekarang ini masih hangat diperkata isu politik tempatan. penulis amat tertarik dengan berita2 muka depan akhbar2 dan media2 yang lain. akhbar yang penulis tak pernah bace pun bace. untuk mendapat berita yang adil dan tepat. sane hentam sini, sini hentam sane. last2 berebut sape nak jadi ketua. mane2 pun same jugak. Ade yang suruh bertanggungjawab, letak jawatan. Bagi penulis meletak kan jawatan bukan penyelesaian masalah. Menambah masalah lagi ade. Penulis sangka kan mereka pemegang2 jawatan pemerintahan ni pandai belaka, rupe nye sengal2 jugak, A pilih lain B pilih lain, yang mana harus ku pilih. Lepas tu mereka memboikot. Due2 pon same boikot memboikot. penulis juga tertarik kematangan rakan2 penulis yang sering bersidang meja paklimen atau pun di meja kehakiman. ade jugak berhasrat satu hari nanti nak PM nanti. Penulis mengalu2kan hasrat mereka kerana mereka orang2 yang bijak2. Tapi bile diorang buat slack nanti penulis lah orang yang pertama mengeluarkan dalil 1001 mengapa mereka tak boleh jadi PM..heh..Penulis sememang nye tidak pernah pro pada satu pihak. boleh dikatakan atas pagar la, nak cakap lalang pon boleh. bagi penulis mane2 pun same kalau berkuasa. tetapi ingin melihat perubahan.
Fitna, sebuah filem pendek hasil dari sorang mamat Belanda ni. Pada mula nya penulis ingin mengetahui apakah isi kandungan filem berkenaan yang mengundang kemarahan seluruh masyarakat Islam sedunia. Penulis tidak berpuas hati dengan sekadar membaca sinopsis. Sikap ingin tahu manusia. maka penulis memula kan pencarian di youtube. dan pencarian tersebut berhasil. Penulis dapat menonton filem tersebut. Tetapi bile penulis cube untuk menonton kembali filem tersebut hari ini, sudah tak boleh.Patut la orang marah sangat dengan cerita berkenaan. Filem berkenaan dimulakan dengan gambar Rasullah s.a.w yang dilukis oleh kartunis dari Denmark yang juga mendatangkan kemarahan orang Islam sedunia. kemudian diikuti dengan bacaan2 Furqan yang disalah terjemahkan.Ayat2 surah yang diterjemah kan seolah2 didalam Al-quran menghalalkan pembunuhan orang yahudi dan menyembelih mereka yang enggan tunduk pada Allah. Dan mereka juga menemubual seorang budak perempuan berusia 3 atau 4 tahun yang mengatekan orang yahudi adalah babi. Akhir sekali dlm filem ini, kelihatan sebelah tangan memegang 1 mukasurat dari Al-quran, skrin menjadi gelap dan kedengaran seperti dikoyak. kalau pembaca ingin melihat filem tersebut cube2 la cari di youtube or metacafe. Ape kite kene buat dengan perkara2 seperti ini, lu pikir la sendiri. Penulis nak chow nak carik lagi 1 filem provokasi ala2 Fitna ni. Kalau korang nak join, jom kite carik filem submission filem hasil dari Theo van gogh. Senang, lepas ni kita start boikot barangan dari Belanda.

2008-01-16T16:27:00.000-08:00

Ahhhh...lantak la diorang

yesterday, in the office it's the first time it kinda tense in every body faces. i dont what wrong, maybe because of the appraisal thingy. semua orang nak buat muke ketat je. i dont think just because of that. i'm so bored yesterday with that kind of situation so i list down a few things what's wrong in this company. i shouldn't say it here in case some people from this company read it. mampus aku.but really i dont understand what went wrong yesterday. eventhough most of time they would not be in the office which i kinda do this office like my bapak aku punye opis, but when they around we should have something to discuss or talk about. it's different. everybody kept quite.ahhh..lantak la diorang nak buat ape..
on the evening i did plan anything and i put myself available for any kind of activity. then somebody want to meet. guest she must be missing me. we met but i think not even for 5 minutes coz she got to go for more important thing. it's ok with me coz i can wait. my time will come.
lastnight i have to sleep downstair yet again coz my roomie got acompany. there goes only with my boxer (which i got it for my besday) and a towel. lucky i could get my bath earlier. there's time when i couldn't get my bath. i'm used to it but still it makes me a bit tekanan cause can't they wait until i get my atleast a shirt so i'm not sleeping half naked. pergh dah la nyamuk banyak. i think it almost every night now. dont they feel bored???ahh..lantak la diorang..minding my own business now.
i thought i can release a bit my tense by texting. but i don't know what went wrong, thing i dont want the most happen. maybe because of words little bit showing me that i'm a bit depress.yeah abit but not on you. try to be there when everytime i'm needed. but where everytime when i'm needing.i dont ask for more. just need to talk to. dah la selalu dok opis sorang2. lame2 aku jadi orang bisu.there's time when i to need some pampering. ahh..lantak la.
it less depressing when i have sleep downstair but what me so depress when i have to woke up in the morning cleaning up my study table. perghhh...cigerette butt everywhere and that one i cannot lantak la..somebody have to answer me....

2008-01-14T16:00:00.000-08:00

yelah..yelah aku updet sendiri..

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.
My laydee

2. What were you doing at 0800?
temenung dlm jamban

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
buat receiving kat warehouse

4. What happened to you in 2007?
no need la to tell everyone..heh

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
cursing

6. How many beverages did you have today?
2 cup of coffee

7. What color is your hairbrush?
aku pakai sikat.

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
nasik lemak sotong

9. Where were you last night?
at home.

10. What color is your front door?
oren

11. Where do you keep your change?
dalam tabung la xkan dlm boxer kot..

12. What’s the weather like today?
panas terik

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
strawberry vanilla

14. What excites you?
porn movie..x bujang ar x tengok porn..melainkan anda x pernah duk rumah bujang..

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
nope..wanna keep it untill someone make a noise about it..

16. Are you over the age of 25?
baru cerai susu..dah 27 dah la ngok..

17. Do you talk a lot?
nope..bercakap bile perlu..kurang dose..

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
long..long..time ago

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
steven fong..suplier soft serve

20. Do you make up your own words?
alot..sume untuk mengutuk atau mengejek orang..hahaha

21.Are you a jealous person?
jeles tapi buat2 tak jeles..

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’
Aran

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
koi

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
my laydee

25. What does the last text message you received say?
yang..bz?

26. Do you chew on your straw?
yes..sbb xnk bg diorg recycle balik..

27. Do you have curly hair?
straight

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
home

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
can't think of any

30. What was the last thing you ate?
nasik lemak sotong

31. Will you get married in the future?
mesti la...sape taknak kawen

32.What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
can't think of any..lame dah x tgk movie..takde bajet entertaiment bulan ni..

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
ni klu aku jwb ade soklan ni siyes perang kang..baik aku jawab xde..hehe

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
hari2 buat sendiri..maklum lah bujang lagi..

35. Are you currently depressed?
tak..tapi agak mereng..

36. Did you cry today?
boys dont cry

37. Why did you answer and post this?
sebab dah ade nada2 suare yang x sedap didengar..bersawang lah, dah ade PA lah..

38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
sesape rase nak buat, buat lah..

2008-01-03T12:00:00.000-08:00

Selamat Tinggal 2007 & Selamat Datang 2008

Tahun 2007 dah selamat, sekarang masuk pulak 2008. sedih jugak nak meninggalkan 2007. ade banyak pahit manis nye. tapi paling manis dihujung2 2007. gile ah..macam tak percaye je aku. Tapi aku sangat menantikan 2008 ni. ade banyak perancangan untuk 2008. harap2 ape yang dirancang menjadi. 2007 aku tinggal dengan beberape hajat yang tak kesampaian.

1. pegi balik keje naik beskal. sebab dah tak tahan dengan harge minyak. beskal pon tak beli2 lagi.
2.naik haji. duit tak cukup lagi. nak kawen dulu.
3.mengatasi mabuk laut ketika dilaut. kot2 1 hari nanti aku dah takde keje, kene jadi nelayan.
4.mengatasi rekod peribadi berjalan kaki sejauh 8 batu. gagal sebab lutut dah longgar.
5.bawak awek naik helikopter macam dalam cite Iris. gagal sebab aku belom cukup kaye lagi dan aku gayat.
6.convert satria aku jadi ford mustang.
7. menaik kan berat badan dari 50kg ke 60kg. tak sampe, baru sampe 56kg dah abih tahun.
8.main futsal, nak rembat perut aran sekuat hati. gagal sebab beberapa sesi futsal telah dibatalkan.
9.memenuhkan tabung syiling aku. gagal sebab tengah bulan terpakse gune duit tabung buat beli burger depan umah.
10.tukar keje, belom ade kampeni yang mampu bayar gaji aku..

dan semua hajat2 yang tak kesampaian ni akan disimpan sehingga menjadi tapai. huhu..konon nak carry forward. huh..hampeh..tahun lepas pun macam tu gak.
masuk saje tahun baru, maka bermula la hidup aku dengan angka baru. maka melangkah la umor aku ke 17 tahun..ehehe...27 tahun sebenarnye. dalam diri aku sebenarnye tak merasakan yang umor aku dah 27 tahun, rase macam baru 21 atau 22 je. wah!!!! tak sedar diri. rahsie awet mude, toksah sedar diri atau memanggil orang yang kite tak kenali akak atau abang walaupun orang tu lebih mude dari kite. ni formula aku la yang aku selalu praktikkan bile nak ~~ngorat~~ usha awek tol gate. tahun ni, tahun yang paling banyak aku dapat besday wishes. time kaseh kawan2. especially from my most pwecious one (sile lihat entry bwh).

kek yang cantek ni disediakan oleh cik miszy...ehehe..luv ya

2007-12-18T21:11:00.000-08:00

TERIMA KASIH SAYANG...

tenkiu for yesterday sayang.

tenkiu for wat u've done to me.

tenkiu for the love that u've showered me.

tenkiu for makes me feel loved by u.

tenkiu for makes me the 1 in your heart.

tenkiu for evrything that u gave to me.

tenkiu for loving me.

ai lurve yu!

2007-12-13T13:00:00.000-08:00

tak boleh main layang-layang

hands are cuffed

eye blind folded and mouth shutted (thank you to this fella for being my sample)

2007-12-06T11:47:00.000-08:00

the test is a failure ( may have some viewer discretion..)

i want to see either i'm doing this

cause...i dont want to be like this

and because...i'm not this person

and for the guys...i left you with some cleavage for your eye viewing

thank you very much....

2007-12-05T18:00:00.000-08:00

Hate this and I'll love you

hmmmmmm...what shall i write here..it has been sometimes i updated this blog on my own. so much to write but my brain doesn't functioning very well lately. maybe because this flu which has been such a nuisance to me for two weeks now.

it has been a hectic day for me today. what are the've been doing. what the use of you have a subordinate working for you. i rarely see them. maybe they are busy with their own. but still things doesn't goes accordingly. there still problem all over. when there is a problem you tend pass the causes to you in order to save your ass. screw your ass upside down. ~~fuck~~ you moron.i dont care.

when does we admit we are wrong? is it when only we notice that things doesn't goes what we've planned or just when people tell us that we are wrong. people won't notice that until they know what they are doing is wrong. it's still ok if they still want to admit if they know they were wrong but there's doesn't want to admit at all. i kind a person who does't complaint much. i always thinks i've get what i've deserve with the effort that i put. stop whinning. think others which are less fortunate then us. we have 2 feet to walk 2 hands to hold 2 eyes to see and a brain to think wisely. but we rarely use those "nikmat" to the fullest. we tend to complaint about other but have we ever thinks about what other are facing. what should we called this, is it selfish or arrogant. arrogant for me is proud and they think they are superior than other and also bigheaded. if we think we big enough there's other bigger than us. if we think we know everything we are wrong. there's nobody perfect. what the use of we having the knowledge but we doesn't put it on practical. life is just like a wheel. sometimes we are up there and sometimes we down below. but when we are up there don't forget to look down and when we are down below don't forget to look up there. that the cycle.

enough for my chants and rants for today. ahhh..one more things, who in the red hell are registering my corporate mail to this some viagra and cialis web thing. now my mail is full with those spam. i do not need viagra. just some tongkat ali will do...heh.if i find who the stupid idiot behind this watch out. i will register your mail into every single porn website on the planet..

Remember...

2007-11-22T03:50:00.000-08:00

Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so
Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we've haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words

cause I felt the same way too

I'm so happy,

so happy that your in my my life

and baby now that your apart of me you've showed me

showed me the true meaning of love

and I know he loves me

2007-11-19T17:25:00.000-08:00

2007-11-13T09:45:00.000-08:00

Current situation: tense

I'm worried, i'm afraid and i'm terrified. there a lot of things makes us tense. every words spoken, every words written must said carefully or otherwise it can hurt. sometimes we just doesn't realise it or it can be misunderstooded.this kind a feeling making people nuts. as we tries make things more comfortable. Yes, we are not going through what some people goes through, but i'm trying to understand what is the current situation is. what else we can do. we are trying to be the best as we can be but there some limitation on our capabality. there some are beyond our reach. it doesn't mean if we are in for something we doesn't think of other but circumtances limit us. as the time getting nearer and nearer there alot to do. there not alot i can do to help but trying tries to give a helping hand. do others understand what we've been trough??? does people cares??? i did what i can do but if there's too much what others would say..i don't want to loose what i'm trying to built here. i don't want to reopen the wound. i miss much of the days. where does it goes and where do we go from here..
they seems kinda interested on me, but that is what i usually countered. but in the end there will be no answer. i hope this will ease me a bit if i got it. a bit far but still can be manage. what i'm offering is my experience. ofcourse it was a little bit high. I'm really hoping things will go well but the challenge is getting greater and greater. that the challenge that i have to face in this period. anything would happen in a period of short time. but for now, alot of effort and alot of prayers....

2007-11-09T11:43:00.000-08:00

Endlessly

There's a part of me you'll never know
The only thing I'll never show
Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes
It's plain to see it's trying to speak
Cherished dreams forever asleep
Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you upI won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes
Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you upI won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
But the moment never comes

why ha??? did I do something wrong??? wherever i go whatever i did, people start asking...sometimes people want their own time, wherever they want to be, who ever they want to be with. i don't ask. u can do what ever you want but just leave me alone. the time will come. just be patience.

2007-10-30T12:48:00.000-07:00

untuk sesape yang terase diri mereka dicantas

Dikale ini aku rase ramai sekali orang yang ingin menumbuk aku sebab aku telah mencantas mereka semua. dikale ini juga mesti ramai yang hangin dengan aku. Dalam ramai2, aku yang terpilih dan aku sangat gembira sebab aku yang terpilih. sapa suruh lu orang lambat. gua cantas dulu la. kalau lu orang mau bertumbuk, lu orang leh la tumbuk dinding rumah lu orang, coz i'm a lover not a fighter...(cilok ayat muvi blood in blood out). lu orang leh hantuk lu orang nye kepala kat dinding. jangan lah disalah kan aku kerana aku hanya mengisi satu ruangan yang kosong. aku sendiri tak tau sebab ape aku terpilih. mungkin sebab kualiti aku yang tak seberapa ni. tapi awas...aku memerhatikan kamu sekalian. ini bukan ugutan tapi cume nasihat.

2007-10-17T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hari Raya story...

This Raya I think my most magnificient Raya for years. There something make me feel so happy eventhough it just a simple Raya for me. My Raya prayer wasn't at the usual place because our surau is on renovation. That morning I went off for prayer together with my mom and abah and with my elder brother. On the way to that time I told my mom something that make her so happy. I think she waited for that moment for a long time. she hug and kisses me. i felt so terharu for that. my brother told me "berkat sembayang raya". I think that the 1st raya we all "adik beradik" went for raya prayer together in one car. after prayer as usual we all"bermaaf-maaf". after that i went off for "bara'an". it's a custom in my kampung where we all go houses to houses. that when the funny part happen. as i ride a motorcycle with my friend (sambil2 nyanyi) "eh..eh..laju nye myvi ni" boom..we both tergolek. "la makcik nape makcik bawak kete laju sgt makcik". "makcik rase makcik tak laju nak". She wasn't fast she said. I saw her car flew abit when the car hit the curb. if that wasn't fast i dont know what was that. Luckily i was okay. first thing i check my baju raya. nasib baik tak koyak..huhu. we manage to brake on time, if not my leg will be broken. there a few dent on that myvi. then come so call "otai kampung" settle the problem. That makcik doesn't talk much because there so many of my friends. we're off laughing at each other. then we are the main point talking of that day. siut jadi bahan gelak. atleast there's something to laugh at. this raya i'm planning something terrific. harap2 jadi la hendaknye...heh.. Selamat Hari Raya guys..

2007-10-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

Thom Yorke - Skip Divided

I'm in a skip divided malfunction
I flap around and dive bomb
Frantically around your light
Enveloped in a sad distraction
I got your voice repeating endlessly
Could you guide me in?
Could you smother me?
I swoop around your headBut I never hit
I'm blinded by your daylight
Electric veins pass through me
I thought there was this big connection
I only got my name I only got the situation
I just need a number and location
Without appropriate papers or permissions
I'm known to bite in tight situations
And I head into your french windows
I thought there was a big connection
I only got my name I only got my situation
I just need my number and location
And my mum keeps telling me
Hey hey hey hey hey hey
The devil may
Hey hey hey hey hey hey
You are a fool [x2]
For sticking round [x2]
Yeah you are a fool [x2]
For sticking round [x2]
I tried every trick in the book
I tried to look and knew
Every trick in the book
But how come I look?
No more common dress or elliptical caress
Don't look into your eyes cause I'm desperately in love
In love
When you walk in the room everything disappears
When you walk in the room it's a terrible mess
When you walk in the room I start to melt
When you walk in the room I follow you round
Like a dog, I'm a dog, I'm a dog, I'm a lapdog
I'm your lapdog, yeah
I just got a number and location
I just need my number and location

2007-10-08T14:28:00.000-07:00

SMKA Simpang 5 gathers.

Yesterday i went for breakfast with my old lads from simpunk 5 at INTEKMA RESORT where at first i'm really reluctant to go because i thought i wouldn't be comfortable with them. But finally i went there just because i want see their faces. once i feel like a stranger there where some of them doesn't even remember my name at all. "eh..ko sape hah?" or macam kenal lah" that the question i get. maybe they are thinking what the f@*k is this fellow is doing here. Feel like uninvited and unwelcome. They seem like alot of story to tell among them. What am i supposed to tell them. there is a moment where i felt, ahhh..shit really damn boring. i just sat there and pretend. maybe because i went in simpunk 5 just for a year and a half or so.

but time past by. the longer it get the better it is. time past by and i'm getting into their conversation then i felt comfortable. Laughing at moment when i remember 1 naim and 2 darussalam class. There's cipot, nora, joker and tikah. these all are my classmate back then. Looking at Jayen, same old Jayen like known those years. And there is Sazaren with her baby inside, feel like there is alot of question i want to ask but lacking opportunity. And angah, busy like always organizing. there also some i couldn't remember their names. there's others i want to see but their wasn't there. People like jibam, peket, iskandar, lolok and those others from dorm L2. Seeing the ladies with their babies. they even got 3 or 4 year old babies already and the momma's getting more expandable...huhu. make me feel like i'm late already. hehe..thanks guys for lovely moment and especially miszy laydee for inviting me. Thank you very much...

I'm having a great life right now. i feel i've been completed........

2007-09-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

Prison break season 3

Lari penjara dah kembali. Kali ini Scofield terkantoi dekat penjara panama bersama bellick, mahone dan t-bag. Penjara itu dikuasai oleh seorang banduan yang bernama Lechero yang juga boleh tahan ganas nye. Disitu siap yang kuat akan terus hidup dan yang lemah akan mati. Untuk musim ini lincoln pula yang cuba untuk mencari jalan untuk mengeluarkan adiknya dari Sona. Tetapi sebelum itu mereka perlu mencari lelaki bernama james whistler didalam penjara itu. Mamat whistler ni tertangkap kerana die telah membunuh anak datok bandar panama. Untuk menyulitkan lagi keadaan sara dan lj telah diculik. Sucre masih lagi mencari maricruz dan telah mendapat perkhabaran bahawa maricruz berada di chicago. lincoln cuba untuk memujuk sucre untuk membantunya menyelamat kan scofield. Disitu scofield telah berkenalan dengan mcgrady, seorang remaja yang gemarkan basketball. dan konspirasi berterusan.....

Aku baru selesai mendonlod episod 1 dan masih mencari sumber2 untuk episod 2 hhehehe....untuk info sila lawat http://www.fox.com/prisonbreak/

2007-09-25T12:06:00.000-07:00

Sekarang ni semua orang kecoh tentang kenaikan harga barang. Ayam, telor , daging, tepung, gula semuanya naik harga. Gaji aku gak yang tak naik. Kenaikan harga barang makanan ni sedikit sebanyak menjejas kan aku juga. Mana tak nye, sekali turun bazaar ramadhan, aku mesti mengahabis RM10-15 untuk juadah yang berbuka. Dengan sekadar aku membeli lauk dan sedikit sayuran dengan air buah-buahan yang ntah hape2 ntah. Walaupun aku ni masih hidup bujang, keadaan ini amat aku rasai. Harga barang dibulan ramadhan lebih tinggi dari bulan2 biasa.
Baru ni aku tertarik dengan beberapa pihak yang cube memboikot barangan. walaupun kedengaran kempen yang kurang berjaya kerana orang terlalu bergantung kepada barangan tersebut. Mungkin mereka tidak boleh hidup tanpa memakan ayam. Aku sendiri cuba untuk tidak membeli ayam untuk beberapa ketika ini. Kecuali ayam yang dihidangkan kalau aku berbuka dimasjid tu, takkan aku nak tolak. Cube bayang 3 juta penduduk Malaysia yang memakan ayam sehari, kalau 20% atau lebih berhenti memakan ayam untuk sementara waktu. Mungkin lebih banyak ayam dapat diselamatkan. Mengapa kempen memboikot tersebut kurang berkesan. Kebanyakan kite blom peka lagi. Ambil tak kesah. Bile dah kene baru mengeluh. Barulah nak kecoh suruh kerajaan bantu.
Belom pun lame mane kite dikecohkan dengan selsema burung. Aku rase hampir semua orang tidak memakan ayam. Harga pasaran untuk ayam jatuh merundum. Ramai orang yang telah rugi. Harge ayam yang tetap stabil hanya harga ayam disekitar lorong haji taib dan brickfield. permintaan ayam semakin meningkat (ayam2 pencen yang berkeliaran).
Bagi aku, kalau aku tidak boleh memakan suatu benda tu, banyak lagi bende lain boleh makan. Paku pon bole makan, paku pakis. Mungkin ini disebabkan Malaysia bukan negara pengeluar makanan. Setiap hari kite perlu mengimport makanan dari Thailand, Indonesia dan sekitarnya. Kebanyakan daging lembu yang kite makan dikedai2 tu semua datang dari negara jiran. Sebab ape kita perlu mengimport. Sebab orang Malaysia tidak mahu menternak lembu. Sedangkan Malaysia mampu menjadi antara pengeluar babi yang terbesar. Mengapa kite tidak menjadi pengeluar kambing ke, kerbau ke rusa ke. so kalau harga barang yang semakin tinggi jangan disalah sesiapa, salah kan diri sendiri.

2007-08-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

Dan Tidurlah
By: Andra And The Backbone

Pejamkanlah
Rebahkanlah dirimu
Lepaskanlah segala yang tlah kau lewati

*
Bermimpilah
Mimpi tentang diriku
Jadikanlah sebagai bunga tidurmu yang indah

Reff:
Dan tidurlah sayang
Biarkan dirimu merentang melayang
Dan aku disana menunggu dirimu di gerbang bersama
Sampai esok tlah menjelang

2007-08-23T09:31:00.000-07:00

Catch me if you can....

I'm intrigue by one Malaysian and the funny thing about Malaysian law. Maybe not many of you know about a man named Wee Kee Siang@ Ooi Kee Siang @ some other name. If you all watched Lenardo Dicaprio and Tom Hanks "Catch Me if you can", this man is Dicaprio type of criminal. But the funny part is, he fools Malaysian law and goverment twice. Hehehe..cunning as fox.

Wee kee siang or just I call The elusive Mr Wee made his early career as cassanova by luring influential women and wealthy to a hotel room. He then drugged those ladies and taking their nude picture and blackmailing them. One of the victim is among the wife of a highly rank goverment official. He then get caught but Malaysian court agree to release him on bail. Then he flew away.

Mr Wee fled to Canada. With a pair of jeans and a pair of running shoe, he made his move on a bank in Canada. With all forged document he convinced the bank that he worth millions. From there on he starting his career in Canada. His favourite vehicles is a white limo. Wee also want people to see him as a family man. So he brings his wife and son together. But in the other hand he is making a relation with other woman. But thing wasn't long. Canadian police was closing on him. He fled again, to europe this time.

Arriving in Holland, it wasn't long for Wee to setup his crime. Now he setup a magazine publishing company. At first he needed funding. So he hired worker who are willing to invest in his company. They who believe him, invest in his company. With the investment money from his employee, he is living wealthy. But luck wasn't on his side. The canadian police has track him back to Malaysia and he is in the interpol wanted man and his employee is starting to smell something.

The conman is on the run again. But this time his luck run off. His passport is expiring. He now must renew his passport at the Malaysian embassy. There is two way, one way in France which he think is impossible to get there because of the imigration there. The other way is to Belgium. But he got caught in there.

He serve 2 years jail in Holland but then reduces to 10 month and the he is tranfered back to Canada to serve 2 1/2 years there. Send back home in Malaysia after that but was release by the court from his crimes because of there witness to come infront. Wee kee Siang is a free man.

While Anuar Musa is the Rural development minister, the goverment setup a fund which is run by now named Ooi Kee Siang. This fund were to help hardcore poverty. And now the conman is in bussines of credit card fraud. And not long after that the scandal involving the poverty fund is being unravealed. With his company Kee siang start money laundering from the poverty fund. More than $11 millions gone missing. He got 28 days detained by the police and again the judge has release him on bail and again he flew away.

He is now believe somewhere in Thailand or Australia. I wonder, who does he fools this time..

I wonder, how on earth that he can manage to fool the Malaysian goverment twice. actually I kown this guy from Discovery channel. if you want to more about this Malaysian fugitve just go to google search.

2007-07-31T12:30:00.000-07:00

JANGAN TOGEL

How Malaysian play their football. Quit nice documentary how kids around KL plays futsal, street soccer and everything about football. I think most of you have watched Brazilian Ginga, and this is the Malaysian Ginga. Klik siniJangan Togeluntuk wallpaper,ringtones,scrensaver.

2007-07-30T22:28:00.000-07:00

Dari Bangku Simpanan

Setelah beberapa kali aku m'edit entri ini, inilah kesudahan pendapat aku...

Sekarang ini semua orang sibuk dengan masalah bolasepak negara. Terdapat banyak pandangan tentang bolasepak Malaysia. Jelas aku merindui suasana bolasepak diera 80an dan awal 90an. Selangor pasukan pujaan. Tetapi sekarang agak berubah. Suasana masam dan kusam.

Baru ini Malaysia teruk dibelasah di Piala Asia. Memang aku tak memberi harapan Pasukan Malaysia untuk layak ke pusingan kalah mati seperti juga rakyat Malaysia yang lain memang tak memberi harapan langsung. Lihat saja keadaan stadium yang kosong. Bagaimana rasanya bermain didalam stadium yang besar tetapi hanya dipenuhi beberapa kerat penyokong Malaysia. Bagaimana rasa nya kalau kejohanan ini berlangsung di Jepun atau Korea ataupun ditimur tengah. Aku yakin pasti stadium akan penuh. Mari kita lihat Indonesia. Setiap perlawanan mereka stadium akan penuh. Mereka bermain bersungguh2 sebab mereka tidak mahu mengecewakan 80000 penyokong mereka berbanding Malaysia mengecewakan hanya beberapa kerat penyokong di stadium. Pihak ;awan tidak merasa yang mereka bermain ditempat orang. Penyokong mereka lebih ramai dari penyokong Malaysia. Itu salah satu sebab kenapa bolasepak Malaysia suram. Tiada sokongan penonton.
Dari segi taktikal, percaturan Norizan Bakar memang lemah. Salah 1 sebab kenapa penyokong Malaysia hampa kerana mereka sendiri tidak paham ape yang cuba dilaku kan oleh jurulatih. Pemain yang lebih berpengalaman dan lebih baik tidak diturunkan. Terdapat beberapa kesilapan disitu. Itu semua adat dalam mencongak taktikal, anda berjaya dengan taktikal anda, anda akan jadi hero. Salah congak anda akan jadi musuh. Teknikal Malaysia yang lemah sebenarnya boleh ditutup dengan displin pemain. Seperti mane yang Greece lakukan di Euro 04.
Pasukan Malaysia sebenarnya kekurangan seorang pemain dibahgian tengah yang dapat mencorak permainan, yang boleh membuka permainan. Malaysia perlukan seorang "midfielder" seperti Azizul Abu Haniffah. Seorang yang boleh menghantar bola, mengawal bola. Sebab itu Malaysia tidak mampu memecah benteng lawan. Kita tidak mempunyai pemain seperti Ronaldo atau Messi yang mampu "bikin sendiri" untuk menjaringkan gol. Akmal rizal dan InderaPutra bukan seperti Mokhtar Dahari yang boleh membuat peluang sendiri. Malaysia mempunyai terlalu ramai midfielder yang berfikiran bertahan. Nanthakumar dan Syukor Adan mampu melakukannya. Syukor Adan disebut sebagai pemain terbaik Malaysia untuk kejohanan itu. Dan aku setuju dengan itu kerana "work rate" yang ditunjukkan berbeza dari rakan sepasukannya yang lain.
Selesai kejohanan ini, ramai orang yang nak menjadi hero. Dengan melontarkan kritikan pedas kepada FAM. Sehingga aku rasa simpati kepada FAM. Sehingga Tengku Abdullah meletakkan jawatan. Mungkin ada yang berasa ini adalah perkembangan baik untuk perubahan didalam FAM. Tidak bagi aku, FAM akan kehilangan seorang "funder" untuk mengisi kantung FAM.Aku sebenarnye mengharap kan 1-2 individu lain yang sepatutnya meletakkan jawatan. Seorang akan menamatkan kontrak, dan seorang lagi belom tahu status nya kerana setakat ini beliau masih berdiam diri. Bagaimana pula kalau Sultan Ahmad shah akan meletakan jawatan pula. Pasti kering.FAM tidak perlu dirombak semuanya, hanya beberapa orang individu yang patut dikeluarkan.
Menyatakan liga Malaysia yang tidak kompetetif. Ada suara2 yang liga Malaysia kembali kepada era semi pro. Berapa kali sudah kita merombak liga kita. Antara sebab liga kita yang membosan kan. Setiap tahun format berubah. Kali kita nak berubah lagi? Berubah kebelakang pulak tu. Aku cukup tidak setuju dengan idea itu. Itu pasti memburukan lagi imej bolasepak Malaysia. Bagaimana kalau format yang baru itu tidak berjaya, perlukah kita meromabak kembali. Kita hampir dikenakan tindakan oleh FIFA diatas sebab PM kita meminati setan merah. Mahukah kita dikena kan tindakan lagi keran "mendown gradekan" liga kita yang jelas bertentangan dengan agenda FIFA.
Aku cukup tertarik dengan perkembangan bolasepak Jepun. Liga mereka adalah lebih muda dari liga Malaysia tetapi mereka terlebih dahulu melangkah ke piala dunia. Mereka terlebih dahulu nampak bolasepak bukan sukan semata2 tetapi lebih kepada perniagaan. Mereka sanggup berbelanja besar untuk mendapatkan pemain import yang benar2 berkualiti. Aku masih ingat kapten pasukan Brazil ketika Piala Dunia 1998 bermain untuk kelab Jepun. Selepas itu disusuli dengan beberapa lagi pemain. Walaupun pada ketika itu mereka semua sudah berumur, tetapi mereka berjaya memindahkan skill kepada pemain tempatan. Pada suatu ketika dahulu Liga Malaysia dipenuhi dengan pemain2 antarabangsa yang mempunyai cap seperti Mehmet Durakovic, Abbas saad dan beberapa pemain lain yang aku tidak ingat nama mereka adalah pemain2 utama skuad kebangsaan negara masing2. Tercetus idea dikepala aku, pemain import yang hendak bermain di Malaysia perlu mempunyai cap sepertimana yang dilaku di England. Bukannya kita mengambil seseorang pemain tersebut berdasarkan video atau mengambil pemain2 dari divisyen bawahan. Pernah liga Malaysia dilandasan yang betul, suatu ketika Selangor mempunyai Tony cottee. Barulah peminat2 berebut2 untuk ke stadium. Barulah pasukan akan dapat akan dapat menaikan kutipan tiket. Kelab2 ternama eropah telah lama menubuhkan akademi untuk belia diseluruh dunia. Di Malaysia yang ada cuma Sekolah Sukan Bukit Jalil (SSBJ). Aku rasa ini masih tidak mencukupi. Akademi2 dari pasukan negeri atau kelab masih belum ada. Aku masih ingt ketika aku ketika aku masih bersekolah rendah lagi aku berpeluang untuk berlatih dengan hero aku waktu itu Karel Stromsik. Golongan muda lebih berminat untuk berlatih dan menjadikan bintang2 ini idola mereka.
Kita memang tidak mampu untuk bersaing kualiti dengan EPL. Kebanyakan pemuda sekarang lebih gemar menyaksikan EPL di restoran2 mamak dan kebanyakan perlawanannya bertembung dengan liga tempatan. Terdetik bagaimana kalau waktu kick off untuk liga Malaysia diseragamkan pada waktu petang. ini memberi peluang kepada peminat untuk menyaksikan kedua2 liga. Sama seperti disana, sepak mula dimulakan awal.
Walau ape pun bunyinya semua orang sayangkan bolasepak Malaysia. Kutuk, caci , cerca , kritik disebabkan semua mahu melihat bolasepak Malaysia maju sebab "Football Unite". Bolasepak Malaysia boleh pergi lebih jauh. Malaysia ramai bakat muda. Tak percaya tengok entri kat atas.

Yeahh...aku sokong Iraq!!!!

2007-07-12T12:12:00.000-07:00

We wake in morning to shower of light, time of blankness surrounds. Drifting away with hope. But reality bring us to the knee. Franticly around the light and we are in a skip divided malfunction. And we started to hear the voice repeating endlessly. Do we wanna be alone? Living the life in our own isolation. With an empty glass. And no more common faces. Don’t look into my eyes because I’m desperately in love. I just need my number and my location. We want to be with the people we know. Making the things we do. Makes our dream comes true.
Don’t be a fool for sticking around. We yet to recognize the shadow on our step though we see them before. Look at the empty space we tend to hear silent melodies. I’m blown by confusion. Where did they go? Left us far behind with honey lemon sweet. Time is begging you not to wake up. Trying to fulfill our own prophecies with endless possibilities that we calculate everyday. When we found it, there no time to analyze the stat.
Hiding our faces crying alone and tries to find our footstep back home. Back to the place where we belong. Where the smile is sincere and born out of a love. With joy and laughter nothing to trouble. Please excuse me, I got to ask. Are you only being nice because you want something? The more you want to erase the more they appear. Careful what you might respond, you may get it. Don’t blame me.I didn’t give you encouragement. Don’t walk the plank like I did. You will be dispensed when you’ve become inconvenient. We think to many things in the same time. But we just can’t do anything about it. Too many birocrachy. They don’t if really cares if we live.
Empty spaces, there no places to hide away just for a while just for a little time. The land is filled with ego. The clean becomes so filthy and the filthy getting filthier. Never enough. Greed just want more and more. Don’t care if you are hetero or homo or ambi. It’s all about pleasure. My heart consist 20 milligram of tar and 1.5 milligram niccotyne. Means, it’s quit fragile. Archaic is condition of having too much black bile, considered in ancient and medieval too cause gloominess and depression. But I’m not on archaic. Maryjane is my best friend for quit for over a year. It’s time to left her behind slowly. Just like I said before, when things becomes inconvenient, time to dispense it. With no hard impact.

I’m 20 minutes late…time to blah…

2007-07-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

2007-07-05T08:45:00.000-07:00

Macam mana kalau dunia tanpa bolasepak
Apa yang hendak kita bual kan
Mungkin sekarang ini semua sibuk dengan cricket
Maka sunyilah meja kopi

Bayangkan dunia tanpa artis
Apa yang hendak kita gosip kan
Mungkin kita sedang bercerita tentang Omar khayam
Atau mungkin tentang "Tipton Three"

Macam mana kalau kita tiada mulut
Apa yang hendak kita suara kan
Mungkin sekarang ini kita bercakap dengan hidung atau ketiak
Bisulah semua orang

Bayangkan tubuh tanpa hati
Apa boleh digantikan batu
Mungkinkah dapat kita merasa
Maka tiadalah cinta

2007-07-02T08:45:00.000-07:00

Hujung minggu lepas, aku balik kampung dengan harapan sempat aku nak melihat musim menuai, melihat jentera menuai padi atau kebiasaannye kat tempat aku disebut sebagai "PANEN"(Bahase jawe) . tapi sayang sekali aku terlepas. Apa yang aku dapat tengok hanya jerami2 padi saje. Keadaan banyak berbeza kalau nak dibandingkan dengan keadaan 15-20 tahun lepas.

Kalau dulu tiba musim menuai, rasa macam meriah. Satu kampung kebiasaan nye sibuk, tak kira tua atau muda. Kalau dahulu, padi yang sudah dimasukkan kedalam guni kain, berbeza dengan sekarang, lori2 pickup sedia menanti dibatas2 sawah untuk mengangkut padi ke peraih.

Kalau dulu aku tak pernah terpikir kalau datang musim menuai, dapat menjana ekonomi kampung. Kalau yang dulu semua nya kutu2 lepak pada masa ini lah, masing2 sibuk mencari tauke jentera untuk memdapatkan kerja. Kalau dahulu, satu jentera sekurang2nya memerlukan 5-6 orang pekerja. Seorang driver mesin, seorang pembantu driver dan selebih nye akan membantu mengisi padi kedalam guni. Tapi sekarang, semua tu dah diambil alih oleh jentera mesin semua nye. Teringin sekali nak naik jentera menuai padi. Dulu ayah aku ada sebuah Jentera menuai padi. Sesekali dia bawak aku naik sekali. Terasa besar betul diri aku diatas jentera tu. Ini membuat aku obses dengan jentera tu. Didalam bilik aku penuh dengan lukisan2 jentera mesin ni yang aku lukis sendiri. Sampai waktu aku kanak2 dulu aku boleh mengenal jenis2 jentera mesin. Kalau warna merah itu jentera jenis LAVERDA dan kalau mesin itu warna kuning NEW HOLLAND dan kalau hijau JOHN DEER.

Bila padi2 yang dimasukkan kedalam guni tersebut akan jahit dan berat setiap guni tersebut purata seberat 100kg. Kebiasannye kalau musim padi cantik, sekeping sawah ( 3 ekar) dapat menghasilkan sebanyak 100 guni. Setiap guni2 akan diangkut ketepi jalan. Kagum betul aku tengok mereka2 yang mengangkut guni padi. Banyang kan guni seberat 100kg diletakkan kat bahu korang, serius rabak bahu.

Kemudian datang geng2 motorsikal. Mereka2 ni dipanggil "PASSENGER". Aku tak tahu kenapa dipanggil mcm tu. Setahu aku passenger tu bermaksud pemunpang. Mungkin sebab penumpanh motorsikal2 tersebut adalah 2 guni padi. Pada waktu inilaha waktu2 yang cukup mengerikan bagi aku penunggang2 basikal kesekolah. Motor2 yang yang membawa padi ini cukup laju. Semua mereka ini mengejar "TRIP". Lagi banyak trip yang mereka boleh buat, lagi banyak upah mereka dapat. Ada antara kawan2 aku dulu, ada diantara mereka yang terjun parit akibat dilanggar oleh motor2 ni. Sesekali terdengar tengkingan orang yang membawa motor2 sebab aku naik basikal macam jalan bapak aku sendiri.Tak kurang juga, ada orang2 yang mengangkut padi ni yang terjatuh kedalam parit. Upah mengangkut padi ini hanye sen2 sahaje untuk satu guni. Ada yang nak mencari wang lebih, sampai 3 guni sekali bawa. Sekarang tugas2 itu semua diambil alih oleh lori pickup. So sekarang budak2 sekolah lebih selamat.

Guni2 padi yang diangkut kemudianya disusun sebaris untuk ditimbang satu persatu. Adakalanya barisan guni padi tersebut boleh mencecah 2-3km panjang. Teringat pulak aku dulu berbasikal. Bukan berbasikal atas jalan, tapi atas guni2 padi. Guni2 padi yang siap ditimbang semua akan dipikul keatas lori. Dipikul ye...kagum aku dengan kekuatan orang kampung time tu. Sekarang semuanya hanya menunjuk jari sahaja. Semua boleh siap.

Satu lagi kenangan aku tak boleh lupe kalau time musim padi macam ni, mula aktiviti kitorang mencari pot2 cantik untuk meng"GAGAU" ikan. Kami akan mencari lopak atau longkang2 sawah. Macam2 ikan darat, ikan sepat, puyu, keli, haruan dan kadang2 belut. Kadang2 samapi dikejar tuan punya sawah sebab menceroboh sawah die. Kami berkejaran berlari macam toyol, penuh berlumpur. Sampai rumah, mak aku dah tunggu dengan belalai kelapa atau ape2 saja yang boleh dicapai untuk merembat aku. Kekadang basikal je yang samapi depan pintu rumah, orang nye dah melarikang diri dari batang ubi. Tapi aku tau mak aku mesti suke punye kalau aku bawak ikan balik. Sambil mak aku menyiang ikan sambil tu la dia membebel dan aku 3 beradik menyalahkan satu sama lain. Aku rase ada dikalangan kawan2 aku ni yang tak pernah merasa main layang2. Time lepas menuai nilah musim main layang2 pulak. Modal, dua batang buluh, segulung benang menjahit mak aku dan sehelai surat khabar lame. Apa barang layang2 beli. Tak mencabar langsung kalau pakai layang2 beli. Kalau ade modal lebih pakai la kertas minyak. Tapi buat layang2 pakai pembalut hadiah aku belum pernah cuba lagi..ermmm..lagi tegak tinggi kot terbang.

Tapi tu semua dah berubah, kalau dulu lumpur memang pemainan aku, tapi sekarang, even nak pijak lumpur pun dah tak mahu usahkan nak buat sawah. Aku rasa kalu aku buat sawah semua nya mesti padi angin or worst bena perang terus. Ke dah "KL sangat" aku ini? Tapi yang pastinya kemeriahan yang aku rasa dulu dah takde lagi. Kalau dulu musim menuai memakan masa sebulan 2 bulan tapi sekarang hanya seminggu dua saje. Rindu betul aku dengan zaman2 kanak2 aku.

2007-06-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

2007-06-15T00:50:00.000-07:00

Apa mungkin

Mahu kemana ku langkah kan kaki
mencari ketenangan diri ini
apa yang ku buat serba tak kena
masih juga aku begini

puas sudah ku mencari kepastian
apakah harus ku biar kan
kesetiaan ku tiada lagi
pergi, pergilah engkau pergi

mana mungkin, mana mungkin aku
masih juga menunggu
apa mungkin, apa mungkin aku
melupakan diri mu

putuslah sudah kasihku

seribu daya cuba ku bertahan
kesabaran ku punya batasan
akan ku simpan harapan ku dulu
bagai mimpi semalam

mana mungkin, mana mungkin aku
masih juga menunggu
apa mungkin, apa mungkin aku
melupakan diri mu

by: Ramli sarip

2007-06-11T12:30:00.000-07:00

mmm...Ape yang aku nak tulis kat sini pun aku tak tau. tapi sebab dah boring n nyampah dah tengok gamaba wedding apai tu hari, so aku bubuh la pape kat sini ek.
Last week mcm2 event berlaku kat Malaysia ni. Kat sini aku huraikan serba sedikit perkara2 yang berlaku sepanjang minggu lepas.

1. High profile case Abdul Razak Baginda. Kes ni postpone ke next month sebab pihak pendakwaraya pernah main badminton dengan dengan hakim. So macam ni punye kotor politik. Aku pun tak paham pesal mamat polis 2 ekor tu punya la benak pegi bom mayat altantuya tu buat hape. Banyak cara lain cover up mende tu. Kalau mangkuk 2 ekor pegi tanam mayat altantuya tu mesti takde sape yang tau. Aku cukup tak sabar nak tengok kesudahan kes ni. Adakah benar Razak Baginda bersalah atau sekadar menjadi kambing hitam. Kite tengok kesudahan nye.

2. Satu lagi berita yang menarik minggu lepas ialah 1 kumpulan perompak merompak mesin ATM dengan menarik mesin ATM tu menggunakan tow truck tetapi gagal, bukan sekali tapi dua kali. Idea bole tahan bole pakai tapi kurang bijak. Yang menarik perhatian aku, selepas gagal dalam cubaan pertama mereka cuba lagi tapi gagal lagi sebab, memang tak cover line langsung kalau nak tarik mesin ATM besar2 macam tu keluar dari bank. Hmmmm..bijak..bijak

3. Satu lagi peristiwa besar berlaku, Pak Lah kawin lagi. Aku tak mau komen banyak2 benda ni, almaklumlah dah 2 tahun bil air tertunggak. Jeanne Abdullah, aku rase memang suai ar dengan Pak lah ni. Aku rase Jeanne ni bole jadi penasihat Pak lah dari segi politik dan juga dari segi bisnes. Selamat Pak lah ekk...

4. Sekitar Roland Garros. Hajat Federer untuk menjuarai Terbuka Perancis tak tercapai lagi apabila tewas kepada King Of Clay Rafael Nadal. Semenjak dua menjak ni aku kembali meminati tennis. Persaingan Federer dan Nadal mengingat aku kembali dengan persaingan antara Boris Becker dengan Ivan Lendl atau Pete sampras dengan Agassi. Satu2 nye kejohanan yang masih terlepas dari gengaman Federer sementara itu, ini adalah kemenangan Nadal yang ketiga di Roland Garros. Justin Henin menang acara wanita menewaskan ana ivanovic. Sesungguh nye aku mencemburui lengan Nadal. Smart sei..lengan die.

5. F1, Rookie tahun ni Luis Hamilton dapat pole position di trek Gilles Villenuve sekaligus memenagi F1 Canada. Perlumbaan yang paling menarik setakat ini bagi aku. Dengan beberapa kali Safety car keluar disebabkan oleh kemalangan. Paling menarik pemandu BMW petronas, Robert Kubica yang melayang beberapa meter keudara kemudian terbalik diatas trek. Gila maut insiden tu. Paling aku kagum Luis Hamilton, setelah 5 podium berturut2, akhirnya die menang perlumbaan semalam pada tahun pertamanya. Aku rasa belum ada lagi driver yang berjaya menang race on their debut year. Schumacer pun tak pernah buat macam tu. sekarang mereka sudah mula membandingkan nye dengan Ayrton Senna. Aku menjangkakan satu hari nanti Hamilton akan menjadi "Among The Greats" dalam F1.

2007-06-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

2007-05-22T13:37:00.000-07:00

My bestfriend best day and I'm the best man

Presenting newlywed Ahmad Hafidz Rosdi and his beloved wife Aidarahayu Afzan Ishak

Akad nikah ceremony held at Masjid Tanjung karang

A kiss to the forehead

Apai

Aida

Makan beradab

Double wedding Apai & Aida with Salwati & Fadli

Selit lagi satu ah...hehehe

after all the years with bitter and sweetness they endup together. I wish them many congratulation and may God bless you both and happily ever after.

2007-05-16T13:00:00.000-07:00

Sebuah Cerita

Di sebuah kampung tinggal sepasang warga emas, Pak Leh dan Mak minah. Umur Pak leh agak lanjut berbanding dengan Mak minah. Pekerjaan Pak leh ialah seorang tukang gunting rambut disebuah pekan berhampiran kampung itu. Walaupun mereka ini telah lama mendirikan rumah tangga, tetapi mereka masih belum dikurniakan cahaya mata.
Setiap hari Mak Minah berleter dengan Pak Leh. Ada sahaja yang tak kene setiap hari. Tetapi walau bagaimana sekali Mak Minah berleter, Pak Leh tidak pernah bersuara walau sepatah pun. Pada suatu pagi
" Oi orang tua bangun" tempik Mak Minah mengejutkan Pak Leh dari tidurnya.
" Orang suruh beli sabun yang awak pegi beli kopi buat apa" bebel Mak Minah.
"Pergi buat bekal sendiri, Hari ini saya malas nak buat" leter Mak Minah lagi
Walau bingit macam mana sekalipun Pak Leh tetap tidak bersuara walau sepatah. Sambil menghirup kopi, Pak leh memekakkan telinag nya mendengar leteran isterinya.
" Awak ni bila nak berubah, adik beradik saya semuanya dah ada rumah sendiri" leter Mak Minah lagi.
" Diorang semua tu masing2 dah ada kereta besar, rantai emas, gelang emas sampai ke siku, saya ape ada, habuk pun takde" Mak Minah memekak lagi.
Pak Leh ke gerubuk.
"Hah! kamu carik apa? jem dengan kaya dah habis, hari ni awak bawak mentega saje" Mak Minah bersuara dengan nada yang berdesing.
"ha! jangan usik biskut tu, biskut tu, itu saje yang ada, saya nak makan apa nanti?" Pak Leh menarik kembali tangannya dari tudung saji diatas meja.
Sambil menyisir rambut yang sudah dipenuhi dengan rambut putih, Pak Leh menahan telinga mendengar Mak Minah membebel.
" Orang lain semua ade kereta, kita apa yang ada, usah kan motor basikal buruk pun takde"
"tu la dulu saya degil, tak ikut cakap bapak saya. Jangan Minah tu, dah la tua, kerja tukang gunting aje"
" Pakat la saya ni dulu putus tunang, nak tutup malu kalau tidak saya tak ingin dengan awak tu"
" saya menyesal kahwin dengan awak" Mak Minah terus berleter sampai kedepan muka pintu.
DANGGG!!!! pintu dihempasnya.
Begitulah kehidupan harian Pak leh. Setiap hari ada saja yang tidak kene. Pantang bersua muka, isteri terus-terusan mengomel walhal semuanya mencukupi walaupun sederhana. Pak Leh membuka payungnya dan terus bergerak menuju ketempat kerjanya. Walaupun bagaimana perit sekalipun kata2 Mak Minah, Pak Leh tidak pernah bersuara. Setiap hari Pak Leh berjalan beberapa kilometer untuk ketempat kerjanya.
Sampai saja dihadapan muka pintu kedai guntingnya, Pak Leh ditahan oleh seorang lelaki yang memperkenal dirinya dari Jabatan XXX. Lelaki itu menyarankan kepada Pak Leh agar berpindah dari bangunan itu kerana bangunan itu sudah uzur dan menunggu masa untuk rebah. Pak Leh tidaj mengendahkan lelaki itu dan ingin terus masuk kekedai nya tetapi tetap ditahan oleh lelaki itu sehingga tuan punya kedai dan rakan sejawat Pak Leh iaitu Leman. Pak Leh masuk kekedai dan terus memulakan kerja nya.
Jam menunjukkan 12 tengahari.
" Pak Leh...ooooo..Pak Leh, Kak minah ni telepon" panggil leman
Pak Leh meletak telepon ketelinganya dan mendengar bebelan isterinya lagi " Abang!! balik jangan lupe beli kopi, lagi situ Tauke Ah keong mintak abang bayar hutang, dah 2 bulan abang tak bayar hutang kedai, saya tau abang dah bagi duit tapi duit tu saya dah guna untuk beli langsir baru" berdesing telinga Pak Leh.
Jam 5, masa untuk Pak Leh pulang kerja. Sampai sahaja dirumah, Mak minah pon mula berleter.
"Itu hari adik saya datang, saya beritahu dia kalau nak makan sedap pergi rumah Limah, kalau dekat rumah ni hari2 makan ikan kembung" Mak minah mula berleter dimeja makan
Pak Leh terus membisu dan Mak minah terus berleter hingga kedalam bilik tidur Mak minah terus berleter.
Keesokan harinya, seperti biasa Pak leh bersiap ketempat kerja sambil mendengar leteran Mak minah. DANGG!!!! pintu ditutup dan berhentilah leteran Mak minah. Pak Leh bergerak menuju ke tempat kerjanya. Setelah 3 suku perjalanannya Pak Leh dapati bekal yang dibawanya setiap hari, ketinggalan dirumah. Pak leh berpatah balik untuk mengambil bekalnya.
Apabila sampai dirumah, suatu yang tak diduga berlaku. Pak Leh ternampak Mak minah membawa masuk lelaki lain masuk kerumah. Selama ini Mak minah sering membawa lelaki masuk kerumahnya sewaktu suaminya berkerja. Tanpa berfikir panjang Pak leh berpatah balik ke tempat kerja semula. Sampai ditempat kerja, dengan muka yang penuh dengan amarah dan benci dia mengasah pisau cukurnya. Krakk..krakk..drummm..seluruh bumbung kedai guntingnya roboh dan menghimpap Pak Leh. Tetapi dengan kuasa Tuhan, Pak leh terselamat dan perlahan2 merangkak keluar dari timbunan kayu.
Keluar Pak Leh dari timbunan kayu itu Pak leh terus berjalan menuju kerumah. Sampai dirumah Pak leh terus masuk kerumah.
"Makk!!!" Mak minah terkejut
" Abang ni buat saya terkejut je" ujar Mak minah
Pak leh merenung Mak minah tajam.
"kenapa abang pandang minah macam tu" Mak minah pelik.
Pak Leh terus merenung Mak minah dan Mak minah mula gelisah.
"Takkan dia tahu" dalam hati Mak minah berkata.
"Hah!!! awal balik kerja, ini mesti awak dah kene kerja" Mak minah mula berleter.
"ha tula berapa kali saya dah cakap...bla..bla..bla.." Mak minah terus berleter sambil menuju kedapur. Pak leh mengekori dari belakang. Mak minah masih membebel, Pak leh mencapai parang yang terletak diatas meja.
Zasss...terputus kepala Mak minah. Terpercik darah Mak minah diseluruh dapur. Bercerailah nyawa dan badan Mak minah berserta kepalanya. Dengan tenang Pak leh membersihkan parangnya. Kemudian Pak leh kembali kedai guntingnya dan merangkak semula memasuki timbunan kayu kayan yang roboh itu dan tidak lama kemudian pihak penyelamat datang menyelamatkan Pak Leh. Pak Leh keluar dari timbunan itu sambil tersenyum puas.

2007-05-08T13:33:00.000-07:00

Pada masa ini....

पड़ा मस इनी अकू मेरिन्दुई सेसोरंग

अकू मेमेर्लुकन सेसोरंग

पड़ा मसे इनी अकू केसुन्यियन

पड़ा मस इनी अकू केताकुतन

पड़ा मस इनी अकू सम्बुरू

पड़ा मसे इनी अकू मरह

पड़ा मस इनी अकू केबोसनन

पड़ा मस इनी अकू रसा दिरिकू कोसोंग

पड़ा मस इनी अकू तिअदा अर्ध

*testing..testing tulisan tamil

2007-05-03T20:51:00.000-07:00

Zombie

mahkluk yg dah mati, tetapi dihidup kan semula..akan menurut ape saje yang diperintahkan oleh tuan nye. kalau suruh tonggeng, die tonggeng. suruh makan taik, die makan. pendek kate ape yang disuruh akan dituruti. zombie ni makhluk yang pekak dan rabun.
zombie ni bkn orang yang mati je. Orang yang hidup pon dah macam zombie. Kat Malaysia ni ramai. Kebanyakannye tak sedar kite ni pon dah macam zombie. sesiape yang yang berjaye menguasai kite, kite hanye menurut perintah. Kalau membangkang, orang lain dapat 2 guni saubsidi, kite dapat seguni. ape kene mengena dengan subsidi?????? banyak makna tu...pasal subsidi pon nak gadoh...agak2 malas lagi pajak je dekat mr Lim. tak pernah puas hati, ade biduk, serempu pula. ada sampan nak berenang.
Tak pernah ade pendirian. menurut perintah saje bagai air daun talas.. ditabur kan janji2 dan pasir2 dijalanan sudah cukup untuk mempengaruhi minda kite. semua orang hendak kan jalan mudah. Yang kepas2 dah terbukti dah....kenapa taknak mencuba sesuatu yang baru. takut gagal? atau takut tak boleh pakai? mana tahu, sesuatu yang baru itu lebih baik dari yang sedai ade. takut untuk mencuba.
Dari subuh sampai ke maghrib...grangg..grengg...grangg..grengg..tak kemane. dah puas melalak, melantak pulak kemudian balik melalak. Bab mengutuk no 1. tapi bila disuruh maju kedepan, "ha...takpelah..jalan dulu, kami follow belakang." menurut saje. Ade wawasan, wawasan tembok. Berimaginasi...
Bile disahut, melatah. Jangan dipandang takde SPM, takde wawasan. Jangan pula ingat yang ade SPM tu plak baik, kadang2 SRP yang lebih baik.
Kita selalu mentertawa kan yang lucu. Tapi disebalik kelucuan tu ade maksud. Orang buat lawak, orang gelak, kite ikut gelak. Ape yang lawak nye? Ntah tak tahu...Bangsa kite ni melucukan kan ke? memang..sedar tak sedar je. macam mane nak sedar, baru nak sedar, dah disuntik lagi dengan heroin. Stim lagi...kite tak sedar.
Yang dalam kampung sendiri tak kecoh, orang luar yang kecoh. Tahun ni kite letak batu2 dan pasir. Next time baru tar. Janji2 tahun ni kite bawak ke tahun depan. Angka mane yang lebih besar, A atau B. A lebih besar dari B. C,D,E tetap memilih B. Siapa yang kuat die akan menag, yang lemah still tertindas. Yang lemah tetap mahu jadi yang lemah. tidak mahu jadi kuat. Kenape kita still nak cari yang 1 sedangkan ade 9 lagi yang lebih baik. sebab yang 1 ini lebih terjamin. Terikut dengan ape yang lepas. yang 1 itu terbukti berjaya. tak perlu cube yang 9 lagi. padahal yang 9 itu akan lebih lagi untk berjaya. ape yang perlu?? hanya perlu ambil risiko sikit..terpulang....

hahahahahaha....

AC dimane????? AC disini....sempoi...antare salah satu realiti orang mude sekarang..

* aku dah terlayan zombie kampung pisang..kelakar giler..tapi ade maksud diesebalik lawak tu..Realiti kehidupan masyarakat kampung..Bagai..hihi..dah abis dah ni...

2007-04-30T00:36:00.000-07:00

what i need right now

1. Bicycle, so that i dont have to start my car just to buy a pack maggi..and i dont have to walk. make it as a hobby, cycling around shah alam and i found cycler have a sexy leg and arse too..

2. handcuff and whip, just for being kinky....woosh

3. a long vacation, last year i didn't finish my annual leave. so my resolution this year is to finish my leave...iyolah

4. i found that 100GB are not that big at all so i need a bigger harddisk so i could store my so called "koleksi emas"..hahaha

5. one big plasma tv so that i don't have to be jealous over my friends TV..hehe

6. a new car..just to fulfill my selfesteem..

7. alot of cash so i could get these all of things.

2007-04-24T01:58:00.000-07:00

tentang seseorang

rase mcm nk tulis something kat sini. tapi tak tau nak tulis. tapi aku nak cite pasal seseorang. ade sorang awek ni, keli (bkn name sebenar pon). minah ni tinggi lebih kurang 4 kaki lebeh, muke tembam2 ikan buntal. idung pesek, kulit sawo matang, kening ala2 kiera knigtley, yeke mcm kiera..belasah je la pakai tudung and aku rase baju feveret die kat opis kebaya actually bkn feveret die pon feveret aku klu tgk. nak kate cun tu, tak la super duper. tapi tak malu la klu bawak majlis. just nice. simple but up to date.dari 1st day aku perasan die..mule2 x nmpk muke pon, just tengok style dressing die. tgk dressing je. tu yang aku suke, psl dressing die. Tp aku x penah pon nak bersuare ngn minah ni. kalau bertembung pon takat sengeh kerang busuk je. manis gak die punye senyum.not even a word. kekadang nak gak tegor hai ke whatever. tp jd hoi ke orang lain. dah la aku ni orang yang kurang nak bercakap, keras tapi bile dah kenal tu ok je, nak start kenal tu yang payah tu. kekakdang tu kan, saje je wa keluar opis lambat sket, konon nak balik saing ar kat federal, ape kebangang nye taktik ar...balik saing boleh dapat awek ke..tengok gaye die ni, die ni orang yang active. yang jenis x reti dok diam punye, yang tak reti nak dok umah. kontra plak mcm aku yang ske terlentang kt sofa mengadap tv. and then biase ar kegemaran pompan..magazine..sebab ape aku ckp die ni jenis active, sbb die yg cakap then selalu aku jumpe kereta die kat temapt area aku selalu main2.mule2 aku ingt die ni single skali one day tu aku nmpk ar sorang mamat bawak kete die. so aku ingt adik die ke abang die ke. then ade plak ynag ckp dah tunang. aku wat dek gak.. until la one fine day aku nampak dengan kepale hotak aku sendiri. sekali betul daa...hampess harapanku..punah ranah..heh..sekali aku terjumpe foto2 pertunangan die..nasib baik aku belom make a move. tapi biase ar aku..sengal...tapi kan, baru tunang...laki bini pon leh cerai..Har...har..har..-gelak iblisThat is my so call crush. sekarang baru aku rase, klu kite tau orang yang kite suke or kite sayang tu dah jadi hak milik mutlak orang lain, perasan tu akan hilang sendiri kan. Dulu membe2 aku selalu cakap..It's just a matter of time. mule tu biase ar down sket. lame2 ok nye. back to zero, kite layan howhinhow..Hidup biar sedap..zasss

2007-04-19T13:00:00.000-07:00

Who's the better cook, Male or female

I'm not starting a gender war here, just felt courious. Ramai pompan yg aku kenal tak reti masak langsung. bukan takat tak reti masak, langsung tak reti. Ada tu yg x penah siang ikan langsung. Baru bagi ikan kembong sekor, blom lagi suruh siang siakap ke, jenahak ke,ikan jaws ke...heh
Why all the famous chef, bukan yang femes je yg tak femes pon ramai lelaki..Nape ha jd mcm ni. Kalau tengok rancangan memasak, mesti lelaki yg jadi sifu.
Are we neglecting something here. Alkisah, sorang mamat ni, hari2 masak tuk awek die. Sayang gile die kat awek die. Not a day he will not cook for his girlfriend. Just aku rase diorang ni dimanja sangat la. Is it difficult? Or just lazy.
For me, my mom is the best cook. Tapi skang ni mcm adik aku je yang take over. She make the best sambal belacan hehehe...
Not all of them can't cook. But I think female is going out of the tradition. In the old days, female only in the kitchen. But now it's modern life. Female stayed outside longer than they stayed home. Too busy figuring who want to meminang them or too busy training to be in Akademi FANTATsia..i dont mind cooking for my wife one day. On ocassion only.
Just another way to tackle your husband or partner. Kalau complete n stil die cari lain gak, or either mamat tu BANGANG or just something else.

*aku ingat nk try mcm jamie oliver arr.. Tackle awek dengan masakan..bes bes..

2007-04-19T00:39:00.001-07:00

His out

I kinda like this version rather than the beatles or the original singer himself.

2007-04-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

currently in mood swing

2007-04-09T12:43:00.000-07:00

Newly found

Katak adalah haiwan yang menarik.....

Coke can clean your toilet bowl

*more effective when you throw together the monkey into the toilet bowl and it's true..kalau tak caye tengok discovery channel...

if you are too desperate....

dont f@*k with your car..

~~I'm a complete idiot~~

Wajah baru

2007-04-03T08:39:00.000-07:00

Oleh sebab aku kebosanan, so aku tuka skin blog aku nih..harap2 korang suke.. siap letak lagu The Rolling stone lagi..Dengar tak..dengar tak..kalau x dengar tu, tak lame lagi jalan ar tu..haha..Harap2 lepas ni makin rajin aku update blog ni..ade lagi benda aku nak tulis,tapi karang2 la aku tulis..zasss.. blahh...

2007-03-13T21:45:00.001-07:00

with cruelty....

with rage...

with no regret...

with no guilt...

with or without a cause...

rest in peace you f@*k'n rat

2007-03-12T19:52:00.001-07:00

aku rase makhluk ni dah masuk dalam telinga aku ar...aku asik dengar bunyik krikk..krikk..krikk..walaupun aku di khalayak ramai..

2007-02-15T19:47:00.000-08:00

At last...I'm smiling inside out. Wish this week never end.

Jom layan Muse kejap

2007-01-11T12:27:00.000-08:00

Rambang mata...

2006-11-25T10:49:00.000-08:00

It's time to play the game...
TIME TO PLAY THE GAME! hahaha

It's all about the game and how you play it.
All about control and if you can take it.
All about your debt and if you can pay it.
It's all about pain and who's gonna make it.

I am the game, you don't wanna play me.
I am control, no way you can change me.
I am heavy debt, no way you can pay me.
I am the pain and I know you can't take me.

Look over your shoulder, ready to run.
Like a good little bitch, from a smokin gun.
I am the game and I make the rules.
So move on out here and die like a fool.
Try to figure out what my moods gonna be.
Come on over sucker, why don't you ask me?
Don't you forget that the price you can pay
Cause I am the game and I want to play....

It's time to play the game........hahaha
TIME TO PLAY THE GAME!

It's all about the game and how you play it.
It's all about control and if you can take it.
It's all about your debt and if you can pay it.
It's all about pain and who's gonna make it.

I am the game, you don't wanna play me.
I am control, there's no way you can change me.
I am your debt, and you know you can't pay me.
I am your pain and I know you can't take me.

Play the game
Your gonna be the same
Your gonna change your name
Your gonna die in flames

hahaha

TIME TO PLAY THE GAME!
It's time to play the game...
It's time to play the game...
It's time to play the game...
TIME TO PLAY THE GAME! hahaha

By: Motorhead-The game

Nasi Lemak & Kojo bank....

2006-11-16T18:01:00.000-08:00

Ape kene mengena keje bank dengan nasik lemak plak..Ade kesah nye..

Tiap pagi, well almost tiap pagi aku pegi beli nasik lemak kat sorang makcik ni..Dekat je dengan rumah aku. Depan Rumah je.. Al-kesah nye tiap pagi tu la die tanye aku.."Ekau kojo bank apo dik??? Lambek jo masok kojo". Aku pon x paham asal orang masuk keje pukul 9 je keje bank ar.. Ape kene mengena nye pukul 9 dengan bank? Hampir tiap kali aku beli mesti die tanye soalan yang same..Bz bodi betul la makcik ni...Tengok gaye makcik ni la memang la kaki bz bodi. Tiap pagi aku dengar je die mengate jiran2 die. Peliknye ade je point die tak puas hati. Gerai sebelah die pon die kutuk direct. Pot pet pot pet..mcm bontot ayam..Hish..umat2..Tapi ape pon nasik lemak lauk telor & sotong memang feveret aku..hakhakhaK

* moral cite ni...takde moral pon, saje nak cite.

2006-11-02T18:04:00.000-08:00

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain?

Have you ever love someone so much, you’d do anything ‘em? Everything it take to make ‘em happy. Do they ever notice? Do they ever know? More than you can imagine for. Would you take all their pain? So they feel no pain. So they don’t mourn.

Have you ever love someone so much, you try to get closer to ‘em? But they even get further and further and further. Would you give up for someone you love? Will you be there always for ‘em? Even when you have to crawl over. Even when you have only one shot, would you the trigger? Or you let ‘em slips? Have you ever said something you wish you did not say? You want to take it back, erase the tape, start another slate.

Have you ever love someone so much, you always want ‘em next to your arm? You want ‘em to be your shoulder? But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be but it's just something that we have no control over and that's what destiny is but no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep maybe one day we'll wake up and this'll all just be a dream.

Have you ever been alone when it is dark? You hear a noise and it almost stops your heart. Have you ever wished that you could go back in time, live it all again? Now that you are older, so much wiser, you could handle it. Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone, is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them...or if you could, you aren't allowed to touch them...when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them?

Have you ever love someone so much it makes you cry? Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid. Afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie...the thing we fear grows stronger.

Have you ever love someone with everything you had...but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled in because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much...or at all.

Have you ever loved someone who had absolutely no idea whatsoever...or fell for your best friend in the entire world and then sat around and watched ‘em fall for someone else?

Have you ever?
Have you ever?

What I did last Raya

2006-11-02T13:06:00.000-08:00

Tido....salah satu nikmat dunie yang paling bes skali...selain makan la..oleh sebab aku ni dah tak minat nak pegi beraye mane2..kecuali terpakse menjadi drebar utk mak bapak aku..Dolu2 rajin ar..skang ni lepak sudaa..

dan

menyakitkan kepale melayan anak2 buah aku neh..bes gak klu diorg ni ade..bole belasah2..klu diorg tak gangbang beramai2 belasah aku dulu la..hehe..ni je la kalau aku nak bergurau senda..dan mereka2 ni lah yang buat poket aku rabak..tape2..klu aku ade anak nanti siap la ayah n abah korang..anak aku pow keliling nanti..huh

adik aku yg terchenta n paling aku sayang...

*all photo taken by these kanak2

Testing..testing..2.0 megapixels

2006-10-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

My cramped workstation
They've paid me for doing nothing
If only I could get a black table..will be all black..that will suit my colour theme this year
from other angle
weh jebon..apo ekau buek tue
cube teka minah selampit mane ni? nak gak masuk sekali. Clue nye: 1.Junior aku yg sengal2.minah rempit yg dah tobat3.aweks yg paling kuat makan kt Shah Alam.
dilande kebosanan dan kesangapan malam..(front lens)

Baru dpt pegang 2.0megapixels dah kuar 3.2 plak..tak terikut aku dunie gadget2..tp aku rase ni pon dah cukup bes dah ni..lain la klu aku millionare, bkn je gadget canggih, Siti pon aku cantas awal dr Dato' K nuu..

*all photo taken with Nokia N70

2006-10-13T08:45:00.000-07:00

Oleh kerana aku malas nk pos2 kad raye ni..so aku post kad raye kat sini je la..rase nye tak awal sangat kan daripada terlambat and tak sempat langsung...Raye dah dekat dah neh...

2006-09-18T13:39:00.000-07:00

Lately I found something really intresting for me. Why do most of the female smell alike. Not all of them but I think about 70-75 percent. They got this kind of seductive smell. I don't think they wore the same brand. And the rest 10 percent doesn't smell anything and the rest smell like there is a dead rat inside their under garment. Hehehehe.
I do like those smell though. It makes me bbbbbrrrrrr...under the gloomy lights..

Apa bila kesangapan melanda jiwa.....

2006-09-04T23:32:00.000-07:00

Aku rase semacam dunia aku semakin mengecil. Sedangkan bumi Tuhan ini tersangat luasnye. Atau aku yg duduk dalam kepompong ini saje. Ingin ku mengorak langkah ku lebih jauh. Tapi kemana? Alih2 aku termenung mengadap komputer ni. Dari sesuatu ke seseorang ke ntah hape2 ntah. Aku ikut kan juga rentak jari2 aku ni menulis bende yg mengarut ni. Bosan?????? atau aku perlu sesuatu untuk aku bersandar. Sambil menjengah beg duit ku yg x seberape isi nye, aku terpikir dengan masalah2 duniawi sekarang ini. Kenaikan harge rokok agak tidak merunsing kan aku berbanding dengan kegembiraan aku dengan tidak naik nye harge minyak. Aku menanti sesuatu untuk tiba tapi tidak ku tahu bilakan tibanya. Larut mungkin. sesuatu yang amat ku perlu kan tika ini.
Baru ku terima satu panggilan dan satu lagi seruan jemputan. Aduh...lagi membuat aku bingung. Tak mengape...masih awal lagi. Tapi sempatkah untuk aku mengatur strategi hentam kromo aku ni. Ku harap berhasil.
Hari kemerdekaan negara dah pn berlalu yg bagi ku tidak membawa apa erti padaku. Padaku anya laungan Merdeka! merdeka! Sesekali aku terpikir. Bagaimane kiranya negara kita masih dijajah. Mungkin lebih baik dari sekarang. Ape gunenye merdeka,kalau tiada bezanye dengan dijajah. Adakah setakat sangkut bendera dibumbung kereta, boleh dikira sebagai patriotik????? Sedangkan aku menyambut kemerdekaan dengan melalak didalam sebuah bilik gelap. Tempat yang rata2nye dikunjungi oleh budak2 yang baru bercerai susu. Warna rambut pun dah mcm warna bendera Israel. Ini merdeka?????
Sesekali aku terdengar laungan yang seperti memanggil ismi. Semakin lame semakin kuat. semakin kuat...Hoii!!!!! Hilang dari ingatan yang aku ini sedang memakai headphone sambil mendengar rentak2 lagu kegemaranku. Rupa2 nya seruan itu memanggil aku kesuatu tempat yang bisa mendamai kan aku untuk seketika waktunya.

Hhhmmmmm apa langkah seterusnye. Chioww

2006-08-23T16:17:00.000-07:00

Heart In A Cage

2006-08-14T20:45:00.000-07:00

Well I don't feel better
When I'm fucking around
And I don't write better
When I'm stuck in the ground
So don't teach me a lesson
Cause I've already learned
Yeah the sun will be shining
And my children will burn

Oh the heart beats in its cage

I don't want what you want
I don't feel what you feel
See I'm stuck in a city
But I belong in a field

Yeah we got left, left, left, left, left, left, left

Now it's three in the morning and you're eating alone

Oh the heart beats in its cage

All our friends, they're laughing at us
All of those you loved you mistrust
Help me I'm just not quite myself
Look around there's no one else left
I went to the concert and I fought through the crowd
Guess I got too excited when I thought you were around

Oh he gets left, left, left, left, left, left, left

I'm sorry you were thinking; I would steal your fire.
The heart beats in its cage
Yes the heart beats in its cage
Alright

And the heart beats in its cage

2006-08-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

Just give my opinion in some current issues. But I must becarefull for what I said.....

Malaysia in the World cup 2018

Now all the FAM hotshot are in hot seat. Some people just can't stand it anymore with our football team cureent form. Ranked 146 do you think Malaysia would be in the world cup finals in 12years time. For me nahhh...not to discourage them but I think our football is 20-30 years behind. If finacial what they worried of. What I thought of is that our football is not that professional yet. Why not we make those team a brand, just like Real Madrid or Arsenal or AC Milan or any other team in europe. From there all these football association can find their fund. How much they can earn by selling their merchandise. If a team like Selangor, I think they can makes million. Just see at Chelsea, how they buy succes. And take a look at Manchester united, how much money their spend on 1 stupid player. They spent RM150 million for that and it 3 times more than Malasysia team budget for the whole team. But the end result they can earn more. And for that they can project their development for the youth. It just maybe a dream to see our kids trains just like the Liverpool youth trained in Mellwood park. Another reason why we can't develop these young player because we don't have any academy just like in the europe or South America. Not the academy like Myteam. That one it just one lousy academy. Lets just see for example Ajax amsterdam, They have I think the best football academy. They makes million or even billion from their youth. Before this I heard from someone in which I couldn't remember that our football would not improve unless we can export our players, and I agreed with that opinion. If we can't export players why not we just import more quality player. Just take a look at Japan. At first they didn't even export players they just import them. Players such as Leonardo of Brazil, Dunga and other more player which plays at the highest level of football. These way they can transfer their skill to the locals. I saw a book that day about Arsene Wenger (economy recession-can't afford to buy this book) which he has a certificate of football art from a university. Maybe our university can offer these courses. Football is just dribbling or kicking the ball. It is a matter of how play the ball. It just me, a guy which doesn't know much but still passionate for football. At mean time only international football. Local football????nah...I wouldn't bet on it.

Weblogs

Carefull with what you said everywhere. We might be in ISA for whta you said. Now there is an issue about blogging. There some people wouldn't like it. It's all about some stupid bloggers which misuse these blogging. For me blogging is best way to speak out your mind out when you don't know where to shout. Some might be more comfortable just to write rather than talk. It's only 90% of the blogger are malicious. Spreading rumours which are not true and posting porn content. There's many top blogger didn't agree the goverment to control blogs. For them it free medium to express their feelings and thought and the internet should be treated as any other media. Give it a freedom.

Dato' K and Siti Nurhaliza

ermmm...what to say about this ek...I don't wanna comment much on this. It still hurt inside..hehehehehe..Siti is getting married with this Dato' K. It is a millionare marriage. I still doesn't know why Siti choose these "Duda" because what Siti answered still vague. For more money. She doesn't need that I think. From the looks of Siti, I think she still doesn't prepare to take care of Dato' K child and it must be a relief when Dato' K ex-wife pleading at the court to take care of her child. Before this I know nothing about Dato'K but after all these then I know. How wealthy he is and from where he got it. Errrmmmm....see how it goes for Malaysia no 1 singer.

* and for those like to sent me email...pls la enough of jokes about these. I'm bored of all these. stop sending.

Mawi and Diana
errmmm...malas nk amik tau.

Pak Lah Vs Dr M
Is it there is a feud between them. For me different people has different way. Same for those two. Maybe we are still seeing the Mahathir era and how much he had done to our country. Maybe this old fella is nyanyuk already or what ever but his effort for Malaysia cannot be forgotten. And for Pak Lah which has ruling this country for 2 1/2 years and it's maybe time for him to get out from the coccune. Show what you can do. It is good time for him to get out from the dugout that day @TV3. Maybe some of the critism is too harsh for him. I'm not much intrested in politics and what I think of they are trying to protect each other interest. Who knows.........

And as for me there is so many thing to discuss. Such as Israel-Lebanon issues, sport complex in London and many more. But I have to work.I'm kinda busy lately with social life. It getting hectic sometimes. Feels like 24 hours is not enough. And these couple of month is very crazy and wild for me. I've done it all.
But sometimes you just wanna get out from what you doing. Maybe I have aloads of friends but it does'nt enough. I just wanna a shoulder to lean on. The burden is too heavy for me to carry. I'm tired tries to impress everybody around me but none of them impress me.
I lost a couple of thousand last month. That what really upset me the most. I thought trying to help my own kind would do me best. But I was wrong. This world is small. When go round and round and round and again and again and you endup at the same place. We does'nt know what the future lies. There always be another day. I've learn my lesson and now there's no more new shirt for couple of month and get passionate at my garden.
Nowadays I realize that I'm good in fixing things but I couldn't fix myself. Today is their day and maybe tomorrow is mine. It really frustrate me when the one you cares the most ist trying to erase you all. Or maybe they just want a fresh new breeze but please dont forget your past. That what makes you today.
It kinda make me feel sad how people would change. Or maybe I doesn't realize it before. After all these years of friends there is still "berkire". Even a penny. Or maybe they just tired of being the bullied one or it just the way they reble. Or maybe they found the one and they don't need the other rest. One can really changes one. A true friends would not make their friends suffer. I'm lucky to have those friends. Maybe I'm just thinking too much about others than myself.

2006-07-19T09:05:00.000-07:00

I think I've made a big mistake...bzzzzzz..I think I shouldn't do that...But when you need a solution for any problem I think we should go for the very top. Then you'll see the changes. what the mistake is???????? Only I know...

Who is he?????

2006-07-17T15:00:00.000-07:00

Suddenly I'm intrested to know who is he? The person whom I meant is Khairy Jamaluddin. Before this we doesn't really know much about him which suddenly pop-up into the Malaysian politics. We only know that he is the son in law of Pak Lah our PM. But did you know how his journey to become one of the most powerful person ni Malaysia. I think most of you know him for his idea of MyTeam. I found an articles which tell us about the history of Khairy Jamaluddin. The Khairy Chronicles tell me who is he really is. I'm not sure wether these is really true or just another politics hoax. But for me to be successfull you doesn't have to be nice all the time. There is a time we have to be cruel. Take what ever chances infront of us.
Don't know why am I into politics. But the Khairy story really find me intrigue. How is nobody become somebody and some said He is the most powerfull man in our country these days. From a Malay boy who doesn't speak malay at all, becomes a boyfriend of Nurul Izzah, then become best buddies to Hishamuddin until he became the son in law of Pak Lah becomes a nightmare to Mahathir. His fairytales journey...

*sources from Malaysia Today

2006-07-12T16:02:00.000-07:00

Aarrrggggggghhhhhh...
aku dah mereng

Perkiraan Antara Aku Dan Saudaraku

2006-07-07T19:07:00.000-07:00

Sebelum kuteruskan perkiraan ini, ingin sekali kunyatakan rasa sykurku pada Allah, tuhan yang menjadikan Adam dan Hawa serta seluruh nenek moyangku yang menjadi asbab keberadaanku pada saat ini. Syukurku juga pada Tuhan, kerana kerahmatanNya aku telah ditakdirkan untuk menjenguk dunia yang fana ini atas nama Islam walaupun pada waktu itu hingga sekarang pun aku sendiri masih belum menjamin keimananku pada Tuhan dengan sebenar-benarnya kerana bisikan syaitan anaknya iblis selalu sahaja menerobosi masuk ke dalam jantung dan hatiku bagi menggugat pokok keimananku pada Tuhan. Oleh itu, aku juga bermohon pada Allah, tuhanku dan tuhan bagi sekalian alam agar dipelihara imanku supaya terus tegap dan kukuhnya sehinggalah tibanya masa takdir ketentuan tuhan buatku.
Selawat dan salam buat seorang hamba yang mulia yang dipilih Tuhan sebagai utusanNya kedunia bagi hasrat menyampaikan pesan dan peringatan bahawa Tiada Tuhan Selain Allah, Muhammad Itu Adalah PesuruhNya. Jika tidak disebabkan Rasulullah s.a.w, bisakah aku mengecapi manisnya iman dan nikmatnya amal. Walaupun aku tidak berkesempatan untuk hidup bersamanya atau menemuinya namun aku tetap bersyukur kerena aku diberikan kesempatan untuk memegang ajaran yang dibawanya, percaya dengan keyakinannya serta mengakuinya sebagai Rasul utusan Tuhan buat umat sekalian.

Sahabat,
Tidaklah aku punyai apa-apa kelebihan berbanding kalian semua, melainkan aku hanyalah manusia hamba Tuhan seperti kalian yang lebih dahsyat daripada kamu. Cuma dikesempatan yang terbatas ini, ingin sekali aku mencari secebis peluang untuk aku berbuat amal kebajikan bagi menebus kepanasan neraka Tuhan nanti.
Walaupun, apa yang ingin kukatakan pada kalian masih banyak lagi yang belum aku perbuatkan sendiri. Namun, aku tidak mahu bahawa pengetahuanku atau ilmuku yang sekadar itu turut terkubur bersamaku dalam lahad menjadi makanan ulat tanpa sedikit pun dimanfaatkan.
Moga diampunkan Tuhan, dosaku dan dosa kalian serta dosa semua umat Islam yang masih hidup ataupun yang telah mati.
Aku tidak tahu dimanakah patut kumulakan, cuma ingin ku nyatakan bahawa semakin tinggi ilmu seseorang semakin banyak cubaan dan dugaan yang bakal dihadapinya bagi menentukan martabatnya disisi Tuhan. Setiap manusia mempunyai kelemahan masing-masing. Setiap manusia melakukan dosa-dosa kecuali para nabi dan rasul. Sebagaimana sabda Rasulullah s.a.w yang bermaksud:
“ Setiap manusia melakukan kesalahan dan sebaik-baik orang yang bersalah ialah mereka yang memohon taubat.”
Sepertiku, aku cuba ingin jadi yang terbaik untuk isteriku, untuk bakal zuriat keturunanku, untuk keluargaku, untuk umat Islam seluruhnya dan untuk Islam kahsnya. Tetapi kadang-kadang aku tewas oleh desakan bisikan syaitan dan iblis yang dapat menerobosi masuk kedalam hatiku lalu aku lalai seketika. Pada masa itu, aku bagaikan lupa segala ilmu yang ku belajar, aku lupa pesan guru yang mengajar dan aku lupa seksa Tuhan. Namun segalanya kekuasaan Tuhan, aku terkesima dari kelalaian yang mengasyikkan. Aku terngadah pada dosa yang telah aku lakukan. Lalu…:
Ya Allah, aku hanyalah hambaMu yang terlalu lemah untuk mengahadapinya. Oleh itu, janganlah Engkau ambil kira apa yang aku lakukan sewaktu akau tersalah atau terlupa. Ampunkanlah daku, terimalah taubatku dan perkenankanlah permintaanku. Sesungguhnya aku telah menzalimi diriku sendiri. Tuhan, dosaku terlalu banyak bergunung, tetapi kutahu rahmat keampunanMu umpama lautan meluas yang dapat menenggelamkan segala gunung dosaku.

Kadang-kadang, apa yang kita katakan tidak semestinya itu yang kita perbuatkan atau pun percayakan. Tutur lidah bersalahan dengan kata hati. Bukan tidak mahu diamalkan, tetapi masih belum mampu untuk memperbuatkannya sendiri. Seperti ungkapan hukama: berpesanlah kearah kebaikan sekalipun engkau masih belum memperbuatnya keatas dirimu sendiri. Semoga dengan kebaikan itu yang dilakukan orang lain boleh membuka hatimu bagi memperlakukan bagi dirimu sendiri. Maka, semoga dengan amalan yang kupesan ini, bisa membuatkan aku mengamalkan untuk diriku sendiri. Terlalu takut oleh ku seketika mengingati murka Tuhan kepada sesiapa yang memberitahu orang lain tentang suatu perkara namun dirinya sendiri masih belum mengamalkannya sebagaimana dalam surah As-Saff.
Ya, Allah. Lindungilah daku dari murkaMu. Kerana aku tiada terpampang untuk menahan murkaMu yang maha dahsyat itu.
Masih terlalu banyak yang ingin perkatakan sebelum tibanya masa yang ditakdirkan buatku. Semoga Allah memberikan aku peluang bertaubat buat menebus segala keterlanjuran dosa yang ku lakukan.
Ya Allah, berikanlah aku sedikit lagi peluang untuk memohon taubat dan ampun. Kerana apabila sudah tiba masanya menemuiMu, maka sudah tentu aku tidak lagi berpeluang untuk memohon keampunan atas segala dosa-dosa ku. Ampunlah……

*by:seruling senja

The naked truth

2006-07-04T14:16:00.000-07:00

Here I am enroute to certainity,
Playing with the time and my dignity,
Too good to be true, but more or less the fact,
Chain reaction inside; trying to be intact.
Common man's alike; as are his woes,
Just like the budget, his expectations grows,
Expectations are multidimensional, they shan't be own,
They can't be met; always on a sojourn.
Here I amm enroute to be diseased,
People here are dead dummies; eternal soul's released,
Ultimate word is "BOGUS", ideologies are rare,
It's a house of screams; silence nobody can hear.
If you still want shade, still want a stake,
Cool off your heels and give yourself a break,
Because it ain't gonna happen; your thoughts are under shackles,
Doctored scenario is keeping an eye; expect no miracles.
Bow down, be on the knees, don't you dare stand,
The fact is well equipped and you have is "handful of sand".
It is said that I have an old soul.
My journey has made me worn and torn.
I have lived through excruciating pain.
Washed many a blood stain.
Sometimes I lie awake as my soul aches.
It's as if my willpower is gone;
My strength to carry on.
My body stands still but my soul is thousands of steps ahead.

**sssyyyuuhhh...All I need is peace and quite please. Too much noises in my head.

2006-06-27T12:00:00.000-07:00

Supermassive Black Hole Muse lyrics
Artist: Muse
Album: Black Holes And Revelations
Year: 2006
Title: Supermassive Black Hole

Ooh, baby, don't you know I suffer?
Ooh, baby, can you hear me mourn?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?

Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight
Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive (Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked in so...(Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul...)

I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby, I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
But how long before you tell the truth?

Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight
Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive (Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked in so...(Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul...)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive (Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked in so...(Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul...)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

GT JAPAN: Cars and the sex attraction

2006-06-26T14:02:00.000-07:00

Don't be jelous fella

gentlemen....start your engine

rolling start

Yo sexy ladies want par with us

Local beauty..aaa..miss, aaa...I'm kinda lost my number, can I have yours??..ehe

1 day...you'll see..you'll see..

adehh..manisnye..

aheh...saing2 je...

Team hape ntah..

The ice blended crew

some more picture around Sepang GT Japan

2006-06-16T11:25:00.000-07:00

Disaat waktu berhenti…kosong
Dimensi membutakan mata,memekakkan telinga
Lalu diri menjadi hampa
Saat paradigma dunia tak lagi digunakan untuk menerka*
Sadarku akan hadirmu,mematahkan sendi2 yang biasanya tegak berdiri

Sujudku pun takkan memuaskan inginku
‘tuk hanturkan* sembah sedalam kalbu
Adapun kusembahkan syukur padamu ya Allah
Untuk nama,harta dan keluarga yang mencinta
Dan perjalanan yang sejauh ini tertempa
Alhamdulillah pilihan dan kesempatan
Yang membuat hamba mengerti lebih baik makna diri
Semua lebih berarti akan mudah dihayati
Alhamdulillah,Alhamdulillah,Alhamdulillah….

*Dian sastro

1,2,3,4

2006-06-15T12:08:00.000-07:00

To Look at Girls and See Sexual Beasts

2006-06-07T16:15:00.000-07:00

My uncle and I, he is three years older than me, we used to like to stay under the shade of the guava tree in the backyard of my grandfather's house in the afternoon, munching on sugar cane cut down from the kebun, while we waited for the cows to graze the green grass on the banks of Sungai Sementa.

"Kau ada awek, Along?"
"Takde. Cik? Cik Im ada awek?"
"Takde. Dulu ada, tapi dia pindah gi Klang."
"Ada apa kat Klang?"

The only good way to get to the natural sweetness of the sugar cane, as I was told, is to bite off the layer of the hard skin using your front and side teeth, and slowly chewing from the middle to the sides.

"Awek Cik tu dulu ada taik lalat kat bawah mata dia. Kat sini."
"Lawa ke dia?"
"Lawa lah! Tengok kaki sikit lah, brader! Tak lawa, tak main ah."
"Lawa macam Saira Banu ke?"

In the old days, before the invention of Coca-Cola and such, kampong folks used to take along with them a bundle of sugar cane slashed down into shorter sticks, tied to the backseat of their bikes, to the high school soccer field to watch an open-air wall-projected movie, and they would munch on the sugar cane like it was popcorns.

"Kalau pompuan ada tahi lalat sini, tahu apa maksud dia?"
"Apa?"
"Kuat beromen, Long."
"Cis, kencing ah! Takde kaitan langsung! Pandai je reka."

It's a pretty efficient tool, too, the sugar cane sticks, if suddenly a cow tries to graze at the greener side of the river, whose plot of land is owned by the rich Chinese; you can use it as a cowboy whip or a throwing stick.

"Wak Jenal yang bagitahu Cik rahsia tahi lalat tu."
"Ntah ye ntah idak Wak Jenal tu."
"Nak tahu part badan mana sama warna dengan puting tetek pompuan?"
"Mana?"

My other uncle, Cik Adi, he now runs my grandfather's sugar cane kebun. He first started doing serious business with it when he was twenty-three by selling fresh air tebu at the local pasar malam to support his day job as a car mechanic in Kapar, Klang. After eight weeks of business, he bought a brand new minivan.

"Cik rasa Wak Jenal tak bohong ah, Long."
"Apsal lak?"
"Pasal ustaz Cik ada cakap, memang ada petua dia."
"Petua rahsia tahi lalat?"

Cik Im and I, we used to help Cik Adi in the air tebu business during the weekends, oiling the crusher machine, stacking up the cut down sugar cane, loading the ice bags, setting up the stall at the pasar malam spot, covering his shift during the Maghrib and Isyaa' prayers, handling the sea of customers, and cleaning up afterwards; and we got paid a hefty sum for the job. The air tebu business is quite a lucrative business.

"Kawan Cik yang kat madrasah cakap, dia ada belajar benda macam tu."
"Ustaz dia ajar ke Cik?"
"Tahu tak apsal bila nak kahwin, si lelaki boleh tengok tangan si pompuan?"
"Ada dalam Islam ke? Benda tu bukan adat ke?"

Nowadays, nobody would go the length to munch down on sugar cane in the heat of the afternoon, not even the dozens of grandkids the old man has running around his decrepit house. Back in the kampong, whenever somebody offers me a sugar cane to chew on, I find myself hard to resist from saying 'no', even if munching it means ruining my shirt or staining my pants. I used to look at sugar cane as nothing more than a kampong boy's beverage, but now, I look at sugar cane and I see fond memories of jaga lembu.

**girls don't be mad at me..I just copy and paste these story. Kinda ridicoulus for me sometimes what people think of adat.

My horoscope

2006-06-06T15:40:00.000-07:00

The Bottom Line

Being out in a public scene will invigorate you. Immerse yourself in an urban vibe.

In Detail

There's nothing quite like a healthy dose of attention to boost your mood! Look carefully and you'll catch some admiring glances being tossed your way. There's a strong current of flirtatiousness around you, so don't be surprised if you get approached by a smiling stranger. Be careful not to get too friendly though -- or you might send out the wrong (overly encouraging) message! Crowded areas will also charge up your energy, so spend time in a city or other urban area.

*don't want to believe it too much, but just keep in ma mind...

Questionaire

2006-05-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

Why Do single female like to make up with married men???????

Please leave your opinion in my comment section....

2006-05-16T19:15:00.000-07:00

Since everybody keep asking me about the interview, let me give a little bit update on that. The interview went well, after 2 gruelling hours of waiting, atlast the interviewer came. By that time I've already in no mood for the interview. With my rusted PR skills. Shit man alot of things that I forgot.
Well I got shortlisted for the 2nd interview. But I still doesn't know wether I got the job or not. What I've applied is a little bit lower than what they offered. Because of the salary that I requested is a little bit higher for the position. So they decided to put me to a litle bit higher level. So If this couple of days they call me for 2nd and that will almost 90% surely I got the job. Usually the 2nd interview it just a matter of discussing about the pay.
I really hope I got this job. It is my stepping stone to another higher level. With 3 over (almost 4) m@%erf@*king years experience in purchasing I think it should be enough for that. With what I really have, I'm proud of myself. I'm in that league after all.

About my freelance, why it is so difficult to find an E class malay contractor with landscapping job scope. I got Rm200k worth job and gonna miss that chance....f@*ker..It's not that easy to find money but easily to loose. Tommorow will be the site visit, and I hope today I got it sort out...big bucks com'on big bucks...

2006-05-08T19:06:00.000-07:00

1st email

Dear En. Khairulnizam,

We would like to inform you that you have been selected for our
interview for the post of
XXXXXXX.

Kindly give your suitable date & time for interview within 02/05/06
until 11/05/06 (after 4.30pm
onward) by telephone or email to the undersigned.

If you have any quiries, please don't hesitate to call or email the
undersigned.

Thanks & regards

IZMAN BIN PAUZI
Human Resource Executive
XXXXXX Sdn Bhd
No.33, Jalan Jala 14/Ks 10
Telok Gong, 42000 Pelabuhan Klang
Selangor Darul Ehsan
Tel : 03-31341168
Fax : 03-31343379

2nd email

Dear En Khairulnizam,

We would like to inform you that you have been selected for interview for the post of XXXXXXX.

Kindly contact the undersigned to discuss on your availibility date and time for interview as soon as possible.

If you have any quiries, please don't hesitate to call or email the undersigned.

Thanks & regards

IZMAN BIN PAUZI
Human Resource Executive
XXXXXX Sdn Bhd
No.33, Jalan Jala 14/Ks 10
Telok Gong, 42000 Pelabuhan Klang
Selangor Darul Ehsan
Tel : 03-31341168
Fax : 03-31343379

Should I go for the interview or not. I've to do some calculation on that. I got some mix feeling about the distance from where I live. ermmmmmmmm.....Should I go or not.....

2006-04-24T13:15:00.000-07:00

As I go through 1978 destination and file then I realize I lost something. Something that is priceless for me. I'm really curious with myself nowadays, it looks like I'm keen of loosing things. I hope I'll find it again one day. Won't giving up yet.I'll find another way. As long as the oppotunity is still there. I'll try everything I could imagine with brainless head.
I feel like I'm being abuse but I really like it. It's obvious I'm just being used but it's ok because I'm use to it.Showing no concerns for their integrityor innate worth as an individuals and in a manner that degrades their well being. Abuse me and I'll love you.
As I throw this sketches paper, made me realize something. You don't want it anymore you just throw it away. What the use of you keeping it. It make me remember something, something that I really use to it everyday and these past couples of day I just feel like I've been thrown away or it just maybe the feeling of my low morale. I can't be selfish...I can't or maybe I'll be selfish after all. I'll be here as always.
Maybe to day my luck has ran off. But what I really sure is yesterday my luck turn on. I'm lucky enough with my tongue twisting. Until I heard some lousy voices " Get a room will ya" Hahahahaha...buzz off. Things that I really difficult for me it look like very easy.It will come and come and come and come again. Dont be bother with others and mind yourself.
"HIDUP BIAR SEDAP" that my rule......

The extraordinary gardener

2006-04-21T12:15:00.000-07:00

Berbasikal untuk ke lokasi latihan....

Setaraf Paul lissek and Terry Walsh...keh..keh..

This morning my buddy call me and ask me to find The star newspaper. And what really intrigue me is the old face of Wak Jazuli. And what might the hockey player always heard "chip the ball..chip the ball you moron" hehehe... Wak Jazuli for national team????? you'll see one day....

more news at The Star

2006-04-19T15:09:00.000-07:00

Quick squirts

2006-04-18T16:05:00.000-07:00

My Saturday night garden

2006-04-12T12:08:00.000-07:00

the road to mandalay

my playground

u'll know where to find me

Take a break

2006-03-31T16:15:00.000-08:00

2006-03-26T23:27:00.000-08:00

From the boringness of the night and that damn nouvo to get passionate at the passion. I can stand this all night long. With the right dosage of dewar's that is. Spinning around like a lapdancer. But not all thing goes well. It kinda suck though. Maybe next time I got lucky...

2006-03-22T18:38:00.000-08:00

everybody tells how boring their life is. So I dont want to tell how boring my life is. Life is such a wonderful gift which we must use it wisely. How come life can be so boring while there is so much to enjoy.

My working life I think is getting worse and worser. Yesterday another shop closed, DQ metro prima kepong now has been closed. Now we only got 4. Coming up next is DQ KLCC. What a pity for KLCC, there is much more potential there. And for DQ kepong there only left memory just like there other closed DQ. Following the footstep of the other 5 DQ. I think before I'm drowning much more deeper I think I have to "angkat kaki". But with the Malaysian economy is not promising anything, the current job market is very though. So...who wanna employ an undergrad purchaser with a working experience of 4 years. But atleast right now, I'm very greatfull for what ever I had.So much for my working life. It sucks but not that sucks.

If you got two choose from, 1 you really almost known everything but there so much difficult road ahead of you, winding, twisted. Other 1 is you hardly known to but there is so much promising journey. So much to explore so much more experience. Again I'm back to square one again. This is what my weaknesses, very late on making decision. So much more to tell, but for now sssssshhhh....

For now left these for my beloved ........ahhhhhh...

Creep

2006-03-07T15:24:00.000-08:00

2006-03-01T17:14:00.000-08:00

2006-03-01T17:12:00.000-08:00

2006-03-01T17:08:00.000-08:00

I miss high school days.....

2006-02-23T14:33:00.000-08:00

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs.

In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

erkkk....leh caye ke mende ni...mcm betul je..hehehehehe

*taken from niesa, si budak Ireland....

Tagg me huh....

2006-02-20T09:51:00.000-08:00

since nuha tagg me with these question...so I decide to answer it..

Tag 1
1. Three names you go by
a) nizam
b) izam (me familia only)
c) kacap

2. Three screen names you've had
a) carchaps
b) carchaps
c) carchaps

3. Three things you like bout yourself
a) Always smilling.
b) my eyes
c) People around me

4. Three things you don't like bout yourself
a) always broke
b) slow in making decision
c) slow learner

5. Three parts of your heritage
a)
b) -all i get from my great...great grandparents
c)

6. Three things that scare you (or mostly creeps you out)
a) Stay in the dark, make me "sesak napas"
b) Breaking my bones
c) Heart broken

7. Three of your everyday essential
a) cash
b) car
c) cigarrete

8. Three things you're wearing right now
a) Patek Phillip watch
b) Renoma boxer
c) Ralph lauren shirt

9. Three of your favorite bands (or artist at the moment)
Hmm.... at the moment you say??
a) James Blunt
b) John lennon
c) Muse or Radiohead

10. Three of your favorite songs
a) Only god knows why ( kid rock )
b) Road to Mandalay ( Robbie williams ) loves that video clip
c) Your'e beautiful ( james blunt ) call me!!!!!

11. Three new things you'd like to try in the next 12 months
a) Go on a very lon long vacation
b) Drive a race car
c) makes love

12. Three things you want in a relationship (love included in the package)
a) support
b) love me for who i am
c) freedom

13. Two truths and a lie
a) 1st cigarette I smoke when I was 14
b) I was born in 1980
c) I'm a psycho

14. Three people who have to take this quiz now or die painfully.
a) iezanee
b) niesa
c) Jibam

Tag 2
4 Jobs I Had In My Life
1. Purchaser ( currently )
2. Logistic clerk (history)
3. Bar tender (uiyo...lame gile dah ni)
4. Day dreamer

Four Movies I Could Watch Over and Over
1. Seniman Bujang Lapok
2. Pendekar Bujang Lapok
3. Shawsank redemption
4. Blood in Blood out ( esey...carnale)

Four TV Shows I love To Watch
1. Smallvile
2. The OC
3. Rides ( discovery channel )
4. Las vegas

Four Places I've Lived (In no particular order)
1. Sekinchan
2. Shah Alam
3. Kuala Selangor
4. Shah Alam
-there's some more but they only need 4..

Four Places I've Been On Vacation To
1. Genting
2. Cameron
3. Teluk Senangin
4. PD

Four Places I'd Rather Be In
1. My house
2. Heaven
3. coffin
4. Any place where I can seat there alone.

Four of My Favorite Foods
1. Meggi
2. Laksa
3. Ikan goreng
4. DQ ice cream

Four Websites I Visit Daily
1. Blogs
2. Soccernet
3. The star online
4. yahoo

Four Victims To Do this Tag
1. iezanee
2. niesa
3. jibam
4. erma

2006-02-16T18:04:00.000-08:00

These couple of weeks make me wonder....what the hell happen????? Those which are close to me is getting further and further far beyond my gasp and those which are far is getting closer and closer. Is it me??? Maybe it just me always trying to find something new. It just not me to throw away all the old stuff. I think I should put aside, somewhere safe.
Everytime this happen had this crap feeling..Am I????? or maybe not.ermmmm...nahhhh it couldn't be. Maybe there's too many of sativa smoke inside my brain..Things happen and let see how far it could get...

kick racism out of this world

2006-02-13T18:00:00.000-08:00

courtesy of STAND UP SPEAK UP

2006-02-06T15:01:00.000-08:00

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

My best friend wedding....

2006-02-06T11:25:00.000-08:00

Direnjis-renjis dipilis...heh..tp ni bkn renjis lagi nih..nih kasi mandi terus...cess!!

And I'm the bestman

AAAaaaa....eeerrrrmmm...?????

Makan biadap...belasah je la...pergh menarik siut udang ni...

House of 18 geng

I'm spanked

2006-02-06T09:28:00.000-08:00

My satria fat ass has been spanked!!!!!!

Strange & Beautiful (I'll Put A Spell On You)

2006-02-02T12:31:00.000-08:00

by Aqualung

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

yeah...
yeah...
yeah...
yeah...

2006-01-25T10:19:00.000-08:00

A young man discussing business with his supplier at a mamak shop, Then came along an African guy:

African guy: Sir, would like to buy a wacth sir.

Young Man: Sorry, no thanks.

African guy: My friend, my good friend, please buy 1.

Young Man: Could you see here? everybody here is wearing a watch.

African guy: Please buy one sir.

Young man: Sorry, I dont wear immitation watch.

African guy: So who do you think should wear this?

Young man: People who don't money and want to save some.

African guy: So you have money, give me some 2-3 dollars

Young man: Why you asking me money?

African guy: You said you have money, you don't wear immitation watch.

The young man already tempered with the African guy.

Young man: What for I give you money. You have to work to earn money. I sweat for every single money I earn.

African young: You discourage me by saying you don't wear immitation.

Young man: I'm not discouraging you. It doesn't mean that if I don't wear immitation it makes everyone does to.

African guy:Ok my good friend, till we meet again, we have some score to settle.

Young man: Are you threatening me? hah...

The young man already piss off and the african guy keep on walking.

Q; Will that make the young man a racist?

Blabering alone...

2006-01-19T13:32:00.000-08:00

death is nothing at all. i have only slipped away into the next room. i am i, and you are you. whatever we were to each other, that we still are. call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way you always used to. put no difference in your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. play, smile, think of me, pray for me. let my name be ever the household word that it always was, let it be spoken without effort, no trace of a shadow on it. life means all that it ever meant. it is the same as it ever was. there is unbroken continuity. why should i be out of mind because i am out of sight? i am waiting for you, somewhere very near. just around the corner. all is well.

Antidotes for loneliness in a goldfish bowl be easy to get to. Appear assured at all times. See no-one as a rival. Compliment those who deserve it. Cooperate. Give yourself to someone each day. Develope that occupies your hands as well as your head. Make a point with being happy with people. Never cry over spilt milk. What's done is done. Up there in your goldfish bowl turn to God and you will find that you were never alone in the first place.

If you have been rejected many times in your life, then one more rejection then one more rejection isn't going to make much difference. If you're rejected, don't automatically assume it's your fault. The other person may have several reasons for not doing what you're asking her to do: none of it may have anything to do with you. Perhaps the person is busy or not feeling well or genuinely not interested in spending time with you. Rejections are part of everyday life. Don't let them bother you. Keep reaching out to others. Keep reaching out to others. When you begin to recieve positive responses, then you are on the right track. It's all a matter of numbers. Count the positive responses and for get about the rejections.

My Test

2006-01-18T11:36:00.000-08:00

Since everybody is taking this Tickle test, so I've decided to try also. Just want to see how far is my stupidity...here is my result:

Khairulnizam, your IQ score is 106

Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.

The way you think about things makes you an Analytic Detective. This means you are an unusually talented problem-solver. You are able to think through a process step-by-step, and know how to zero in on anything that is even remotely illogical. Compared to others you are very adept at discerning numerical patterns and solving difficult equations.

How did we determine that your thinking style is that of an Analytic Detective? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you an Analytic Detective. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

So...I'm not that stupid after all...

My most FUCKERABLE mistake

2006-01-15T23:43:00.000-08:00

I'm an idiot.....(in anger)

Nothing much....

2006-01-13T09:30:00.000-08:00

Just nak merepek je kat sini. Dah takde tempat lain kan nak merepek. So suddenly waktu tidur aku dah kembali normal. Tapi hanye untuk seketika je. Pagi tadi aku bangun lebih awal dari biase. Biase manjang subuh kantoi (aduh lemah nye iman aku nih) oleh kerana selimut kulit babi yang enak mengulit badan aku. Pagi tadi pukul 4 pagi aku dah terjage. Padahal bukan aku tidur awal pon. 12 lebih gak baru lelap mate. Aku capai la henpon aku. Aku tengok ade 2 mesej. Satu dari ntah sape ntah and satu lagi dari orang yang memang aku kenal sangat, tersangat nye la aku kenal. Isi kandungan nye membuat kan aku tergamam sekejap. Badan aku tetibe menggigil kesejukan. Memandang kan aku pon tido almost naked kan, so aku mati kan kipas angin. Lepas dari tu mate aku dah tak boleh lelap dah. Kepale hotak aku dok la memikir isi kandungan mesej tu tadi. There's alot of question sorrounding my mind. I need the answer...is it really true...is it?????? Give me a bliss!!!!!!!

Yesterday I have a little chit chat with my cousin. Lepak mamak la mane lagi. We have alot things in common. About life, work, how save money, cars and alot more. It make me realize, Oh shit... I'm 25 now. It took me 2 weeks for me to relize that I'm getting older and older. But where is my destination of my life. Still don't have anything that can make myself proud of. But looking at myself I should be thankful, I'm blessed. There's alot more unfortunate one. This year I not planning anything. 2005 I left it with alot of pondering. But I'm still counting days..when is it the day will come for me. All I need is just a little patience...

New neighbour & The OC

2006-01-04T09:52:00.000-08:00

I wonder what the heck is my neighbour doing with all the canvas covering our fences. Owh...now I know, I've got a new neighbour. That's why. Now I know where the Chevrolet gone.
Past couple of week I've a new neighbour that I only realize yesterday. It has been two weeks already my past neighbour has move out. I thought they bring their sister or what so ever coming to their house. There's a few chicks come and goes. That answer my question why there's a few guys waiting infront of the house.
I still wasn't sure how many there is in that house because I still have the time to hang out. But I bit courious what with the canvas covering the fences. Are they worried we gonna "skodeng" them or what hahahahahaha......From today onwards maybe I'm gonna wash my car much often...hehehehehehe...

Last night I watch a drama called "The OC". It kind of intrigue me. Before this I've already watch a couple of episode but I already miss couple of season.

The O.C., otherwise known as Orange County, California, is an idyllic paradise - a wealthy, harbor-front community where everything and everyone appears to be perfect. But beneath the surface is a world of shifting loyalties and identities, of kids living secret lives, hidden from their parents, and of parents living secret lives, hidden from their children. Ryan Atwood, a troubled teen from the wrong side of the tracks who is thrust into this world, will soon learn that nothing is what it seems. He moves to the O.C. when Sandy Cohen, an idealistic pro-bono public defender, invites him to stay in his guest house. Sandy's wife, Kirsten, wealthy and beautiful, former homecoming queen, perfect spouse, mother, and business woman, isn't happy that Ryan has moved in. And she's worried about how it will affect their teenage son Seth, a soulful dreamer ostracized by his peers. Making the whole situation more interesting is Marissa Cooper, the heartbreakingly beautiful girl next door who seems to glide through life effortlessly. That is, until the indiscretions of her wealthy father Jimmy, threaten to break her world apart. The O.C. is a story of fathers and sons, husbands and wives, and the coming of age of three young people. Ryan's arrival is the catalyst for new alliances forged, old flames rekindled, and unlikely friendships born.

I think I gonna start to watch these miniseries from the start....Arrr...ermmm...Hey guys ( Aran & sipot espcially) do you still have those The OC collection with you guys. Hheh....

On my two knees I pray

2006-01-02T03:04:00.000-08:00

I pray You'll be our eyes, and watch us where we go.
And help us to be wise in times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer, when we lose our way
Lead us to the place, guide us with Your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find Your light
and hold it in our hearts.
When stars go out each night,

The light You have
I pray we'll find Your light
will be in the heart
and hold it in our hearts.
to remember us that
When stars go out each night,
You are eternal star
Let this be our prayer
when shadows fill our day

How much faith there's
in my prayer
when shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place, guide us with Your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe

We dream a world without violence
a world of justice and faith.
Everyone gives the hand to his neighbours
Symbol of peace, of fraternity
We ask that life be kind
and watch us from above
We hope each soul will find
another soul to love

The force his gives us
We ask that life be kind
is wish that
and watch us from above
everyone finds love
We hope each soul will find
around and inside
another soul to love
Let this be our prayer
just like every child

Need to find a place, guide us with Your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
It's the faith
you light in us
I feel it will save us

*I'm 25 now but I don't have any plan for it. What gonna be let it be. I'm fed up already with all these rubbish. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME......